[00:02.82]Big time [00:09.99]No more pain, I'm bout to overdose on it [00:12.61]I ain't never had no good times, I put my dogs and my locs on it [00:15.68]Chain smoking, cigarettes back to back [00:17.23]Unless I was pillow fighting with the kids, I miss that [00:19.79]But it's a different day and time, and I'm all alone [00:22.22]With nobody to call my own, different area codes popping up in my phone [00:24.98]Prolly just another hoochie, searching for some *** [00:27.72]It ain't got nothing to do with me, it's all about my checks [00:30.40]If it wasn't for the music, you *****z wouldn't give me dap [00:33.02]Wouldn't give a **** about how I'm doing, it's all about a rap [00:35.76]Realizing I ain't nothing, without paper and pen [00:38.07]So Lord forbid I get interect, like the deal she was in [00:40.63]Let me make my mama proud, and she could see me [00:43.01]Cause heaven ain't too far away from the ghetto, but touching it ain't easy [00:45.81]God, give me the victory and bring me out the rain [00:48.18]Give me something, to smile about and [00:49.74](no more pain), somebody tell me what happiness is [00:52.99]Cause I'm sick, of living so low [00:54.98](in my life), too many problems bottled up inside [00:58.17]I promise, I can't take it no more [00:59.67] [01:00.30](no more pain), if there's a brighter day let it come my way [01:03.91]Let me see, the sun shine [01:05.03](in my life), cause I can't tell if I'm coming or going out [01:08.65]Just wanna die sometime [01:11.52]First off, I gotta say that I'm thankful for Trae [01:13.77]If I ain't never told you I love you, I'm telling you today [01:16.64]Cause you made me, keep my head on straight [01:18.51]When I was talking suicide, you made me keep my infrared on safe [01:21.07]Instead of me sleeping outside, you would open your home [01:23.95]And tend to your cousin, even though you had problems of your own [01:26.75]I appreciate you my *****, it's deeper than rap [01:28.80]Somebody else, would of wanted to see me fall off track [01:31.43]See I remember, when I couldn't afford to get a wing dinner [01:34.24]Put my two dollars with yours, and we split a wing dinner [01:36.92]Doing bad, even though we had our albums selling [01:38.91]The distribution company was stacking, but they wasn't telling [01:41.03]Us steady robbing us blind, with no money flowing [01:43.86]Then we got independent, and we could see our money growing [01:46.30]So maybe now, we could afford to give our people change [01:48.98]Witnessing nothing but better days, and [01:50.73](no more pain), somebody tell me what happiness is [01:54.15]Cause I'm sick, of living so low [01:55.85](in my life), too many problems bottled up inside [01:59.09]I promise, I can't take it no more [02:01.21](no more pain), if there's a brighter day let it come my way [02:04.96]Let me see, the sun shine [02:06.15](in my life), cause I can't tell if I'm coming or going out [02:10.14]Just wanna die sometime [02:12.59]Now when I say no more pain, let me explain [02:14.57]Cause God will certainly, fence to happy that can't be changed [02:16.96]I use to cry when my friends died, but then I realized [02:20.07]I'm the one, who's still facing hard times [02:22.20]I recall, fiending for my last breath [02:24.07]Cause I was struggling, and still ain't got what I'm suppose to have yet [02:27.25]As far as these women, I've been through so many make-up's just to break up [02:30.43]I'd rather be all alone, when I wake up [02:32.31]No more pain, I'm not insane I'm just hurting [02:34.79]But I been looking for feel good's, 27 years and still searching [02:37.79]If it ain't one thang, it's another [02:39.54]I'm living on memories, when I use to get along with my brother [02:42.72]Since I never been, too much of a man to cry [02:45.59]I shed tears, like it's a nine to five [02:47.35]So to relieve, pressure from my brain [02:48.97]I try not to give a damn about anything, so I can feel [02:51.89](no more pain), somebody tell me what happiness is [02:55.20]Cause I'm sick, of living so low [02:57.33](in my life), too many problems bottled up inside [03:00.31]I promise, I can't take it no more [03:02.38](no more pain), if there's a brighter day let it come my way [03:06.25]Let me see, the sun shine [03:07.80](in my life), cause I can't tell if I'm coming or going out [03:11.37]Just wanna die sometime