Intro/Breaking The Habit/Not Afraid God save us every one Will we burn inside the fires of a thousand suns For the sins of our hand The sins of our tongue The sins of our father The sins of our young God save us every one Will we burn inside the fires of a thousand suns For the sins of our hand The sins of our tongue The sins of our father The sins of our young I can't do this drug and that drug Ican't just do it and take it in motivation I can't just do these things you feel me Like it was like it took me that long you know those four four five years to...to acturally realize okay,I am addicted I can not take these stuff in motivation I can't ******* do it at all Something in it...it trigers in my brain that would not allow me to stop when I take one or whatever it may be you know what I mean Which also ba..basically whitch also means that I can't I can't drink,I can't do anything just clean jeopardize my suply Guess that's what I am try to say but you know doesn't get any better yeah,I know what am I doing with this now no, I am taking every step every day which is in life on process with the rest of my life You can try read my lyrics off of this paper before I lay 'em But you won't take the sting out these words before I say 'em 'Cause ain't no way I'ma let you stop me from causing mayhem When I say I'ma do something, I do it, I don't give a damn what you think I'm doin' this for me, so **** the world Feed it beans, it's gassed up if it thinks it's stopping me I'ma be what I set out to be, without a doubt, undoubtably And all those who look down on me, I'm tearing down your balcony He's still ***ttin' whether he's on salary, paid hourly Until he bows out or he ***ts his bowels out of him Whichever comes first, for better or worse He's married to the game, like a ****-you for Christmas His gift is a curse, forget the earth, he's got The urge to pull his **** from the dirt and **** the whole universe I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I know it's not alright So I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit tonight. It was my decision to get clean, I did it for me Admittedly, I probably did it subliminally for you So I could come back a brand new me, you helped see me through And don't even realize what you did, believe me you I've been through the ringer, but take it through little to the middle finger I think I got a tear in my eye, I feel like the king of My world, haters can make like bees with no stingers And drop dead, no more beef flingers No more drama, from now I wanna promise to focus only On handlin' my responsibilities as a father So I solemnly swear to always treat this roof like my daughters And raise it, you couldn't lift a single ***ngle on it 'Cause the way I feel, I'm strong enough to go to the club Or the corner club and lift the whole liquour counter up 'Cause I'm raisin' the bar, I shoot for the moon But I'm too busy gazin' at stars I feel amazin' I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I'll never be alright So I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit tonight. I'll paint it on the walls 'cause I'm the one at fault I'll never fight again And this is how it ends. I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream But now I have some clarity to show you what I mean I don't know how I got this way I'll never be alright So I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit tonight.