[00:20.04]Memories consume like opening the wounds
[00:25.22]I'm picking me apart again
[00:29.71]You all assume I'm safe here in my room
[00:34.73]Unless I try to start again
[00:38.62]I don't want to be the one the battles always choose
[00:43.21]'Cause inside I realize that I'm the one confused
[00:48.10]I don't know what's worth fighting for
[00:50.54]Or why I have to scream
[00:52.78]I don't know why I instigate
[00:55.27]And say what I don't mean
[00:57.56]I don't know how I got this way
[01:00.04]I know it's not alright
[01:01.90]So I'm breaking the habit
[01:07.17]I'm breaking the habit tonight
[01:17.42]Clutching my cure I tightly lock the door
[01:22.61]I try to catch my breath again
[01:27.14]I hurt much more than any time before
[01:32.16]I have no options left again
[01:35.95]I don't want to be the one the battles always choose
[01:40.53]'Cause inside I realize that I'm the one confused
[01:45.42]I don't know what's worth fighting for
[01:47.91]Or why I have to scream
[01:50.10]I don't know why I instigate
[01:52.64]And say what I don't mean
[01:54.88]I don't know how I got this way
[01:57.42]I'll never be alright
[01:59.27]So I'm breaking the habit
[02:04.49]I'm breaking the habit tonight
[02:10.42]I'll paint it on the walls
[02:15.25]'Cause I'm the one that falls
[02:19.93]I'll never fight again
[02:24.72]And this is how it ends
[02:28.31]I don't know what's worth fighting for
[02:30.80]Or why I have to scream
[02:33.04]But now I have some clarity
[02:35.52]To show you what I mean
[02:37.86]I don't know how I got this way
[02:40.35]I'll never be alright
[02:42.20]So I'm breaking the habit
[02:47.48]I'm breaking the habit
[02:52.16]I'm breaking the habit tonight