[00:45.29]What do I do to ignore them behind me? [00:48.58]Do I follow my instincts blindly? [00:51.03]Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams? [00:53.40]And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening? [00:55.56]Do I sit here and try to stand it? [00:57.63]Or do I try to catch them red-handed? [00:59.87]Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness [01:02.35]Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness? [01:04.57]Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin [01:07.28]I make the right moves but I'm lost within [01:09.45]I put on my daily facade but then [01:11.76]I just end up getting hurt again [01:14.13]By myself(myself) [01:15.99]I ask why, (myself) [01:18.20]By myself(myself) [01:20.80]I ask why [01:21.27]but in my mind [01:22.32]I find I can’t rely on myself [01:24.81]I can’t hold on [01:25.90]To what I want when I’m stretched so thin [01:29.06]It’s all too much to take in [01:33.71]I can’t hold on [01:35.77]To anything watching everything spin [01:38.42]With thoughts of failure sinking in [01:42.94]If I turn my back, I’m defenseless [01:45.65]And to go blindly seems senseless [01:48.05]If I hide my pride and let it all go on then they’ll [01:50.40]Take from me ‘till everything is gone [01:52.77]If I let them go I’ll be outrun [01:54.96]But if I try to catch them I’ll be outdone [01:57.22]If I’m killed by the questions like a cancer [01:59.31]Then I’ll be buried in the silence of the answer [02:01.81]By myself(myself) [02:02.98]I ask why, (myself) [02:06.26]I can’t rely on myself(myself) [02:08.71]I ask why, but in my mind [02:10.00]I find I can’t rely on myself(can’t rely on my mind I find) [02:15.88]I can’t hold on [02:17.72]To what I want when I’m stretched so thin [02:20.53]It’s all too much to take in [02:24.89]I can’t hold on [02:27.05]To anything watching everything spin [02:29.60]With thoughts of failure sinking in [02:34.08]How do you think I’ve lost so much [02:43.30]I'm so afraid that I'm out of touch [02:52.49]How do you expect... I will know what to do [03:02.00]When all I know Is what you tell me to [03:10.74]Don’t you KNOW [03:12.39]I can’t tell you how to make it GO [03:14.76]No matter what I do, how hard I TRY [03:17.09]I can’t seem to convince myself WHY [03:19.09]I’m stuck on the outside [03:20.51]Don’t you KNOW [03:21.84]I can’t tell you how to make it GO [03:23.65]No matter what I do, how hard I TRY [03:25.67]I can’t seem to convince myself WHY [03:27.94]I’m stuck on the outside [03:32.14]I can’t hold on [03:34.77]To what I want when I’m stretched so thin [03:37.21]It’s all too much to take in [03:41.74]I can’t hold on [03:43.71]To anything watching everything spin [03:46.70]With thoughts of failure sinking in [03:50.99]I can’t hold on [03:52.81]To what I want when I’m stretched so thin [03:55.99]It’s all too much to take in [04:00.56]I can’t hold on [04:02.55]To anything watching everything spin [04:05.27]With thoughts of failure sinking in