[00:04.87]"And the hard part was just becoming part of society again;
[00:07.58]it's like they didn't want me.
[00:09.19]They didn't want me to be part of their society anymore.
[00:12.72]So I just decided, **** it.
[00:14.29]I'm gonna sleep in a tent,
[00:15.75]I'm gonna do what I love for a living,
[00:17.71]which is playing music.
[00:19.07]And if I just make a little bit of money,
[00:20.39]I'd rather do what I love with passion
[00:21.75]and make a little money than go back to contracting
[00:24.62]and then try to make a lot of money
[00:26.53]and be part of a society that doesn't even want me no more.
[00:29.26]**** 'em, you know? **** society."
[00:33.09]Do you think about life?
[00:37.06]Do you stay awake at night?
[00:40.84]Do you dream about knives?
[00:48.83]Do you think about life?
[00:52.76]Do you stay awake at night?
[00:56.79]Do you dream about knives?
[01:05.68]Solo, so low, so
[01:09.60]See I'm feeling so low when I'm solo
[01:11.47]But I'm still alone though
[01:17.92]Been conducting a ballad but no one can play to
[01:19.84]My tempo, my body's a rental
[01:21.50]My skeleton's relevant only to me though
[01:23.52]The day I was born, signed a deal with the Reaper
[01:25.48]Funny how I had no choice in it either
[01:27.59]The people around me, they drink by the liter
[01:29.60]It turns them all to instinctual creatures
[01:31.46]So I confide inside all my anxieties
[01:33.58]Some find a god, live the lie, send the bible to tell me that
[01:36.96]Don't need a god in the sky, don't abide by a book
[01:39.73]Don't confide in a lie when they preaching the hate
[01:41.40]Justified by faith, you don't buy all the talk
[01:43.11]You're just scared of a coffin, ****
[01:45.84]It's a maze in my mind, I'm amazed that I'm fine
[01:47.71]Hey remember the time I was bout age nine
[01:49.67]When I didn't get high, wasn't sad all the time? Now I do
[01:53.75]Cause we all grew up in suburban homes
[01:55.78]When the purpose known was to not grow up
[01:57.68]When we grew up, when we grew old, wanna throw up
[02:02.01]Now I take nostalgia by the spoonful
[02:04.13]Life doesn't feel so beautiful
[02:05.94]**** it, at least I'm being truthful