[00:01.27]I think I'm almost happy here
[00:03.18]But I will never regret venturing despite fear
[00:05.93]Because everyone wanted me to see that we could not thrive
[00:10.21]So if this is reality
[00:12.92]Then I guess I don't regret the nights I thought that I had died
[00:16.71]'Cause sometimes I feel like nothing, and nothing ever changes
[00:19.78]When changes consume me through these changing stages
[00:22.65]Everything we could have done differently is now just a memory
[00:26.66]And the love I hoped for is hanging on a rope
[00:29.93]And it's funny how artistic we become when our hearts are broken
[00:33.27]Through this constant collapse, the thought of relapse
[00:36.62]
[00:37.47]I guess it's safe to throw our bones back in the sea
[00:45.37]I guess it's safe to throw our bones back in the sea
[00:52.28]With this saltwater for blood and fear of falling in love
[00:56.14]I'm almost happy here, but I'm still moving
[00:59.04]I just want us to run wild, young beauty
[01:03.29]Because I always thought I would be okay
[01:05.66]And some days, I still feel the same
[01:07.66]But every day the same way I feel afraid to embrace grace
[01:11.52]'Cause I know I don't deserve it
[01:13.97]And I know that I can't earn this
[01:16.20]And I know that I can hurt this heart that I have grown within
[01:20.72]But it's a given to even someone as sick as me
[01:25.19]Now I can breathe seeing that I'm not living in apathy
[01:27.90]
[01:32.47]So I guess we'll throw our bones back into the sea
[01:39.40]I guess it's safe to throw our bones back into the sea
[01:44.58]Come with me and I hope I stay alive
[01:48.19]Because ghosts can't love through this broke love
[01:51.49]And turn to above in a quick dash
[01:53.19]Feel the impact on this car crash
[01:55.71]And pray to God I can be forgiven
[01:57.56]And have my friends back
[01:59.77]
[02:01.88]Where we sleep is where we dream, and I haven't slept for days
[02:04.65]REM cycles are a memory of when I was sitting in a dorm room
[02:08.44]Thinking of how much greener the grass would be
[02:10.30]If I became a touring act someday
[02:11.96]But now I'm dreaming or sinking
[02:13.82]Most nights they feel the same, since I can lose one friend
[02:16.78]Lose all friends, and still not keep those demons at bay
[02:19.65]And I said all my friends are trees with the roots in the earth
[02:23.01]What hurts is that the branches in a community
[02:25.16]We've labeled our hearts into a collective scene
[02:27.61]Into a collective faithless dream
[02:29.97]Of empty courage and empty hearts
[02:31.92]
[02:32.07]Hollow light, hollow lovers, always falling apart
[02:33.83]So I'll love life and let go
[02:36.19]And try my best to understand there's nothing new to know
[02:39.30]Though I didn't say it's true, I still feel the same
[02:42.09]Like I died with you, and I feel the strain
[02:44.90]Taking two steps back on these wooden floorboards
[02:47.70]I'll beg for more
[02:49.00]And pray this isn't just a retrospective moment
[02:51.20]Not just a soul begging for catharsis
[02:53.66]But rather the start of a new me and a real movement
[02:56.66]God forgive me