[00:00.000] 作词 : Maia [00:01.000] 作曲 : Maia [00:23.66]How does it feel [00:26.65]To feel nothing at all I wonder [00:35.59]I imagine it's grey [00:38.56]Like the world suddenly lost its color [00:46.55]But I'd be lying if I said [00:51.07]I hadn't wished to feel nothing at times [00:55.41]To feel nothing [00:58.55]Cause feelings are painful [01:01.71]And I don't wanna suffer through [01:04.40]All those moments without you [01:08.08]When I lost you [01:11.00]Anger and sadness they're always there [01:15.50]They're always pretty rough to cope with [01:23.08]Feelings oh feelings you tear me apart [01:27.53]I wish I could start again [01:35.01]But I know that there's the other side [01:38.54]The one that I can't see right now but I'll find it [01:47.39]And when I do I'll be [01:51.61]So better for the rest [01:54.63]So much better in my chest [01:57.74]Can you feel can you feel [01:59.32]And when you do you'll be [02:03.57]So happy that you felt [02:06.82]So happy that you dealt with it [02:09.57]Yeah you dealt with it [02:11.67]Feelings oh feelings you tear me apart [02:16.11]And I wish I could start again again [02:23.65]But I know that there's the other side [02:26.70]The one that I can't see right now but I'll find it [02:36.88]And I used to think [02:39.14]That being numb would ease the pain [02:41.90]But I was wrong I was so wrong [02:49.76]It's just better to feel and know you're alive [02:53.48]While reminding yourself that it's temporary [02:58.01]Oh it won't last for long