[00:39.41]Running out of time running out of options
[00:41.71]Feeling that im gonna die feel my heart stoppin'
[00:44.12]Skip a beat than another beat
[00:46.30]Look at where am at i can taste the defeat as the chair gets kicked out from under my feet
[00:51.21]Lay me down to sleep and i dont pray because every time i speak
[00:53.79]Im reminded that i already sold my soul so there ain't no soul for the lord to keep
[00:59.49]I'm a failure
[01:00.74]Worthless
[01:01.57]I can't even see a big house or benz
[01:03.45]I see graves and hearses
[01:04.85]Seeing everybody that i once loved hurting
[01:06.66]Knowing everything that ive said ain't working
[01:10.07]And I tried and tried and tried and tried
[01:13.90]And I've bled i've sweat i've screamed i've cried
[01:19.70]But one wanna stay now
[01:22.65]But everybody got something to say now
[01:24.60]I'm so tired of these same old games now
[01:27.25]And I hate what life became now
[01:30.14]And I don't wanna leave
[01:32.64]But I'm too scared to stay
[01:34.90]And i don't wanna breathe
[01:36.99]But im too scared to say
[01:40.20]How I feel about everything
[01:41.74]How I feel about life
[01:42.80]It's a constant fight
[01:43.89]Everybody say when you sad then they feel sad but ive been down my whole life
[01:49.63]And everybody wanna say that they know how it feels but
[01:52.70]The fact is everyone's different
[01:55.43]Some people find help and saviors
[01:57.66]Others grab their wrists and..
[01:59.48]Well you know the rest