BEAUTIFUL I've been killen ounces like they grams yuh I've been treating life like its a ocean I've been drowning in the sand yuh Everyday its getting worse I see it yuh I open my eyes every morning and I barely can balieve it yuh I hate making music bout as much as I hate eating Bout as much as I hate sleeping Damn as much as I hate breathing yuh I can't seem to ever catch a break, Either falling to my knees or end up falling on my face yuh I just wanna stop dreaming Breathing Seeking New meaning So I'm leaving I just wanna stop dreaming Breathing Seeking New meaning So I'm I just wanna stop dreaming Breathing Seeking New meaning So I'm leaving I just wanna stop dreaming Breathing Seeking New meaning I've been feelin' worthless It's right at the surface It don't matter what I do Cause ain't none of it workin I don't wanna work another job I don't wanna work another 9-5 but I'm here wasting my time So at least on someones dime At the expense of my mind I can maybe pay some rent and show my dad I'm doing fine Or I might just buy a 9 And bullet make it shine And do what I should have done a long time ago I just wanna stop dreaming Breathing Seeking New meaning So I'm leaving I just wanna stop dreaming Breathing Seeking New meaning So I'm I just wanna stop dreaming Breathing Seeking New meaning So I'm leaving I just wanna stop dreaming Breathing Seeking New meaning So I'm