[00:55.36]Now she holding back everything she wanna say
[00:58.69]Guess she really didn't learn from just the other day
[01:01.80]She's so caught up in her ways
[01:03.83]And thinking that there's only her opinion
[01:05.94]She don't give a **** what no one gotta say
[01:08.43]Her insecurities won't bring her any nearer
[01:11.59]So why she sitting, putting on foundation and concealer
[01:14.96]She's so ******* stubborn, she won't see it any clearer
[01:17.82]But she's so much more than what she see
[01:19.71]When she look in the mirror, but
[01:21.52]All these thought she has, they just hold her back
[01:24.56]From seeing everyday of living it, like it's the last
[01:27.77]But I guess she okay with it i ain't here to say n ****
[01:31.71]Even if she hates it, she don't try to get away from it
[01:35.12]Why not
[01:35.95]I know it's hard
[01:36.99]I know it's not an overnight process
[01:39.69]Only you can stop this
[01:41.37]Only you can see that you wasting your days
[01:43.94]Tryna so hard to push these thoughts deeper into your brain
[01:47.65]It's like
[01:48.02]All i see is pain when i close my eyes
[01:51.13]Ain't nothing to gain so i don't know why
[01:53.83]This life ain't a life worth living
[01:56.90]This fight ain't fight worth winning
[02:00.23]But every time that i'm here in the same damn place
[02:04.03]And all these nightmares in the same damn face
[02:07.17]And tell me all the fears that i can't replace
[02:10.35]So i am just a slave to my head
[02:13.62]Maybe it's me, or maybe it seems no matter what i say
[02:18.71]She gon hate what she sees
[02:20.36]She gon wake up in the morning
[02:22.29]And she fine, until she go and stand in front of the mirror
[02:24.97]And her eyes get to pouring
[02:26.92]And she gon think
[02:29.89]She gon be this way forever
[02:33.91]We a team
[02:36.29]We gon beat this hate together
[02:40.26]I'm by your side even if you just want to sit and cry
[02:45.66]And imma be the shoulder that you never had
[02:49.21]And imma give you reasons you don't wanna die, yeah
[02:53.04]But you gotta choose what's better to lose
[02:56.05]Every thing that's good
[02:57.09]Or the things the leave her bruised
[02:59.08]Or the things that's leaving scars
[03:00.78]Or the things that break you down
[03:02.01]I know you don't really wanna hear it, girl
[03:04.49]But just listen to how it sounds, yeah
[03:06.91]All i see is pain when i close my eyes
[03:10.11]Ain't nothing to gain so i don't know why
[03:12.83]This life ain't a life worth living
[03:16.04]This fight ain't fight worth winning
[03:19.09]But every time that i'm here in the same damn place
[03:23.10]And all these nightmares in the same damn face
[03:26.08]And tell me all the fears that i can't replace
[03:29.09]So i am just a slave to my head
[03:32.38]All i see is pain when i close my eyes
[03:36.15]Ain't nothing to gain so i don't know why
[03:39.39]This life ain't a life worth living
[03:42.31]This fight ain't fight worth winning
[03:45.56]But every time that i'm here in the same damn place
[03:49.06]And all these nightmares in the same damn face
[03:52.57]And tell me all the fears that i can't replace
[03:55.60]So i am just a slave to my head