[00:43.44]You can see it in my eyes, I've been demonized
[00:47.97]They say he ain't speakin lies, he just speak his mind
[00:51.25]I been locked up in this room, never leave my house
[00:54.40]Trapped in my mind, caged like a mouse
[00:57.62]You can see it in my eyes, I've been demonized
[01:00.81]They say he ain't speakin lies, he just speak his mind
[01:04.00]I been locked up in this room, never leave my house
[01:07.20]Trapped in my mind, caged like a mouse
[01:10.38]I feel bad when I think about me
[01:13.18]And all the bad things that I wear proudly
[01:16.33]And everybody says that I'm fine and they love me
[01:19.77]But they never call me, so its really **** me
[01:22.89]Maybe its because I didn't graduate, yea I got my GED
[01:26.88]I ain't wanna have to wait, I left school at 17,
[01:30.05]Put my mom thru hell and back
[01:31.71]She never gave up on me, but she coulda turned her back
[01:34.94]Everybody in my family all questioned her sanity,
[01:38.87]Asking her why would she let me do that now she mad at me,
[01:42.01]All about the change, how come I ain't on the radio?
[01:45.24]I jus tell em chill I'm still workin I ain't made it tho
[01:48.57]They all turn they back, make me think I'm trash
[01:51.95]Take a **** on every single song I send they ass
[01:55.15]They don't like the words they don't think its neat
[01:58.30]They ain't really listen, they just hearing beats
[02:01.60]Yeah they hate I'm dreamin, I just think they reason
[02:04.86]Is they don know who I am and they can't believe it
[02:07.96]In my head I'm screamin, lost and barely breathin
[02:11.13]All I wanted was support they just became my demons
[02:14.41]You can see it in my eyes, I've been demonized
[02:17.59]They say he ain't speakin lies, he just speak his mind
[02:20.78]I been locked up in this room, never leave my house
[02:23.95]Trapped in my mind, caged like a mouse
[02:27.15]You can see it in my eyes, I've been demonized
[02:30.39]They say he ain't speakin lies, he just speak his mind
[02:33.54]I been locked up in this room, never leave my house
[02:36.90]Trapped in my mind, caged like a mouse
[02:40.03]I chose the hardest path
[02:41.50]Or did it choose me?
[02:43.20]My girl scared
[02:44.38]Because she don't wanna lose me
[02:46.24]I feel sick chest pains
[02:48.18]I got blue feet
[02:49.51]Cold sweats, chills
[02:51.11]And its hard to breathe
[02:52.73]Every night can't sleep
[02:54.45]I get night mares
[02:55.98]Closed eyes, switchin sides
[02:57.71]Seein my fears
[02:59.12]Is it dreamin or reality
[03:01.28]Which one is it actually?
[03:02.81]Or **** maybe both is what it has to be
[03:05.41]I ain't understand perscriptions till I had some
[03:08.61]I ain't understand additions till I had one
[03:11.99]I ain't understand depression till it grabbed me
[03:15.06]Me and anxiety walk together gladly
[03:18.33]Me and sadness link on the week ends
[03:21.41]Suicidal thoughts are with me till the week ends
[03:24.72]Insecurities and silence be the death of me
[03:27.90]Lonliness and isolation got the rest of me
[03:31.13]But the one thing I'll never understand
[03:34.03]Is I why I can't quit, when I always say I can
[03:37.21]How I'm always sad, well one main reason
[03:40.46]Is I all I wanted was support but all I got was demons
[03:43.71]You can see it in my eyes, I've been demonized
[03:47.19]They say he ain't speakin lies, he just speak his mind
[03:50.37]I been locked up in this room, never leave my house
[03:53.55]Trapped in my mind, caged like a mouse
[03:56.90]You can see it in my eyes, I've been demonized
[04:00.01]They say he ain't speakin lies, he just speak his mind
[04:03.28]I been locked up in this room, never leave my house
[04:06.49]Trapped in my mind, caged like a mouse