[00:05.541]This **** right here man
[00:07.025]It's real personal
[00:09.275]It comes from the heart
[00:14.500]I miss you bro
[00:17.481]I love you bro
[00:18.295]  (Chantal Kreviazuk:)
[00:20.484]How I'm feeling, it doesn't matter
[00:25.699]Cause you know I'm okay
[00:31.019]Instead, I ask myself, "Why do you worry?"
[00:36.237]When you know, you know I'm the same
[00:40.770]I know, I know you don't love me, baby
[00:46.557]They try to take you away from me
[00:51.692]Only over my dead body...
[01:00.901]
[01:02.249]Dear bro, how's it going all the way up there in heaven?
[01:04.777]How's the afterlife? I know you live in paradise
[01:07.137]But down here, everything is ****ed up
[01:09.593]Man the world is so corrupt you gotta have a gun or have a knife
[01:12.858]And mommy going through it
[01:13.968]She ain't have a 9 to 5 since you died
[01:15.826]She just stopped like a traffic light like
[01:17.855]Yeah it's been five years but she still cry tears
[01:20.478]She depressed and her anxiety ain't acting right
[01:22.838]And as for me? ****, I been hurting
[01:25.015]I ain't even gon' lie to you
[01:26.545]I been drinking, getting high, getting wasted, overthinking
[01:29.599]I been praying but the pain is so strong
[01:31.496]cause every night man I cry for you
[01:34.019]I'm still throwing up that five for you
[01:35.825]The other day I was thinking 'bout that time
[01:38.097]when you called me out the blue
[01:39.087]And you told me spit a rhyme for you
[01:41.524]Now every day I grind for you
[01:43.896]And Quinn, yo she really getting bigger
[01:45.531]Looking like the bigger sister
[01:46.957]**** she put me in the mind of you
[01:48.688]Can't believe you had three kids *****
[01:50.680]But your daughter is your twin
[01:51.926]I swear to god she just a lighter you
[01:54.723]Damn we really miss you here
[01:56.661]Life sucks and there's nothing that you missing here
[01:59.081]Since you left, everything is just different here
[02:01.718]Tell god that he really need to fix it here
[02:04.427]But anyway I really hope this letter reaches you
[02:06.649]Wish heaven had a phone so I could speak to you
[02:09.532]Sometimes I wish that I could be with you
[02:12.253]But it's something here in life that I need to do
[02:13.983]   (Chantal Kreviazuk:)
[02:14.466]I know, I know you don't love me, baby(Chantal Kreviazuk)
[02:19.091]They try to take you away from me
[02:24.561]Only over my dead body...
[02:32.986]
[02:35.286]Dear bro, I been grinding
[02:36.435]I don't work a 9 to 5, to be honest
[02:38.329]I don't think that is the life for me
[02:40.502]You know this rap **** was always my priority
[02:42.338]Was always just a part of me, I swear it's just right for me
[02:45.543]I found a girl that I really got a bond with
[02:47.865]Beautiful, plus loyal, she aight for me
[02:50.771]And Red lyfe, that's the squad
[02:51.992]Them my ******, them my brothers
[02:53.260]Different mothers and they still would take a life for me
[02:55.983]Saw your pops the other week, saw Ramell [?]
[02:58.567]Grandma and Earl Key on the keef
[03:01.064]Ramell he in college, Keyon playing ball
[03:03.965]Lil ***** getting tall, same height as me
[03:06.717]September 26th, a day I never could forget
[03:11.377]Another week, it'll make five years
[03:13.491]Damn, it's like where the **** the time went?
[03:16.746]Since you left it's like where the **** my mind went?
[03:19.221]The thought of it just make me want to cry again
[03:22.306]I swear bro I gotta win
[03:24.900]For you, mom, me, and Quinn
[03:27.610]Nah bro, I won't quit
[03:30.132]Cause if I lose I'ma try again
[03:31.889]Lately I been neglecting the family
[03:34.152]And I don't know why, I gotta spend more time with them
[03:37.430]P.S. I hope this letter reaches you
[03:40.014]Wish heaven had a phone so I could speak to you
[03:42.486]Sometimes I wish that I could be with you
[03:45.177]But it's something here in life that I need to do
[03:46.590]   (Chantal Kreviazuk:)
[03:47.418]I know, I know you don't love me, baby
[03:52.114]They try to take you away from me
[03:57.385]Only over my dead body…