[00:45.45]Self-hate in my veins while she twistin' up my braids [00:49.89]I'on't got to say a thing cause she know where I remain [00:54.36]I got memories for days, full of faces with no names [00:58.72]Image stained in my brain of me smokin' in the rain [01:03.16]On the porch, **** a Porsche, we ain't never leavin' town [01:07.60]**** a job, **** a gown, we ain't never leavin' Howell [01:12.04]But a lot of things changed since CCD [01:14.47]I used to sleep in the house off D-19 [01:16.80]Now it's funny cause kids want to be like me [01:18.88]Cause I know they wouldn't like me if they really knew me [01:20.97] [01:21.26]I'm makin' money, but what's it mean? [01:25.05]I think it's funny, cause all I think [01:29.52]Is how great life seemed when we were broke [01:32.49]No money, no food, no **** to smoke [01:34.56]But the money here now and we got the **** [01:36.67]We always eat but I feel alone