[00:18.64]The first time was the last time [00:22.98]The last time felt like the first time [00:27.69]I'm trying to find the place deep inside [00:32.15]I can be all by myself tonight [00:36.75]I be smoking too much, be sober too little [00:41.50]My mother told me stop as I'm gutting up a Swisher [00:46.36]The way that I be living I hope that I see my children [00:50.97]See them break my rules, see them doing what they shouldn't [00:56.07]Middle of the night, outside by myself [01:00.67]Breathing in the air, hoping that it ends well [01:05.43]Silence in my ear, too loud, can't hear [01:10.03]Echoes in the streets be the sound of the breeze [01:14.43]I miss the life that I had with you [01:19.15]I close my eyes, hope to see you soon [01:33.40]I miss the life that I had with you [01:37.79]I close my eyes, hope to see you soon [02:10.88]I miss the life that I had with you [02:15.26]I close my eyes, hope to see you soon [02:29.43]I miss the life that I had with you [02:33.94]I close my eyes, hope to see you soon