My Cousin My cousin just text me and **** (Yeah Free BG, rest in peace) He said, "I just got wet up(that's what it smells) Sitting in my car this morning Cuzzo I got hit one time but I'm good though (Free all my Sniper Gang ******) Just letting you know before these ****** kill me I love you to death and forever Let me live on as a real sniper My cousin just got hit up today I wanna slide though Even though I'm on house arrest I wanna ride though But I go to prison I know my mama'll cry though He told me I'm just telling you I love you before I die though I'm in the studio right now I'm on album mode I wanna get suited up And tooted up on sniper mode Every time a ***** get focused It be some **** **** It throw me off my pivot And make me get on my thug **** Last year my cousin got hit up and got kidnapped I wasn't even there But you know a ***** handle that Hit him up again this year And I ain't feeling that I'm throwed right now Cause I don't know where my feelings at I don't know if I wanna rap or want to pop a cap But I know you ****** want to see me go right back But this sniper gang **** in me I'm living like that You ****** about to make me relapse I'm feeling like that My cousin just got hit up today I wanna slide though Even though I'm on house arrest I wanna ride though But I go to prison I know my mama'll cry though He told me I'm just telling you I love you before I die though Soldier-like mentality Going through these tragedies Don't wanna see me happily Rather see me raggedy They don't wanna see me get a bag They wanna bag a G But I go on a clappin' spree And murk ya whole family I guess a ***** kept it too real That's why they mad at me Sitting back thinking right now I'm smoking Grabba Leaf ***** went from wearing baggy jeans To dressing casually From being on the newspapers Now I'm on magazines I'm chopping it up with Master P Told me keep God first We doing venues now, selling out concerts I'm trying to keep a tunnel vision Trying to see it his way But I got blood in my eyes I'm tired of seeing this way I can't even sleep skraight Even on the Tempurpedic Why I'm still going through it Why I'm still fighting demons? ****** call you ***** When you focused and avoiding **** We getting this money for no reason ***** trying to enjoy this **** I got a lil' boy and **** And I don't wanna leave dude Cause they'll trick him like they did me That's what these skreets do ****** out here playing gangsta And playing police too I seen the paperwork And that's why they don't kick it like we do That's the same reason You couldn't come home to seafood Been moving funny But a ***** just couldn't read you Beat was been over with Looped it cause I love this beat Looting for my cousin And my ****** who in custody I'm feeling like its my fault Feel like it's because of me Was tryna soak the industry I already thugged the streets Did my thing a couple nights I already earned my stripes Deeper than rap, they ******* with me Cause I'm about that life You know I'm head first Big Cuz, that's why you called me man But if I go to jail again My mama she gone wash her hands I'm innovating how to play it But it's still a slim chance Cause you will sink in the sand In the game without a plan Aye I swear to God cuz When you called me dog(when he hit in the moment dog) And you told me that **** dog I said **** everything House arrest whatever, you know what I'm saying I went to looking for my AR I couldn't find it you know what I'm saying You know I **** with them AR's and **** Dracos too heavy and **** Draco's get too hot That AR got the coolin' center, the heat sensor Know what I'm saying with the scope With the crosshair And **** I guess it wasn't meant, dog