[00:00.000] 作曲 : Atsushi Kiyota, Jordan Dreyer
[00:40.00]Days of disappearance i ghost alone half-sleeping toward market street
[00:44.80]Blend into a northwest fog the color of ash to watch the ships from ballard bridge
[00:57.40]In dreams i fade upward
[00:59.70]Head sky-bound and evaporate
[01:01.80]Collecting in the heavy low clouds above me
[01:04.00]Particle by particle
[01:05.75]Becoming rain, becoming nothing
[01:07.92]To fall
[01:09.80]Down into the water below
[01:12.20]Swept up in the currents flowing
[01:14.60]Carried toward the open ocean mouth
[01:16.60]Alone
[01:24.60]Where i will like any other wave crest and dissipate into a greater one than i
[01:28.85]Be swallowed in a body not my own
[01:31.00]Without frame and drift weightlessly among everything else
[01:33.90]Lost forever without shape
[01:35.66]In spaces i once swam through
[01:37.70]But you
[01:39.28]You are still an image vivid
[01:41.20]And from the bridge i see you in every ship split water wide open
[01:45.25]Float on that formless indefinite mass
[01:47.24]Where in all of my visions i have disintegrated
[01:50.35]Pixel by pixel into nothingness
[01:52.32]Or else i am still my body
[01:54.26]And you are the bridge itself
[01:55.82]Holding me up above that cold abyss
[01:57.42]Somehow despite everything i did
[01:59.75]Selfless with your stress and mine
[02:37.55]But it should not be your responsibility to hold me up there or to bear any wight beyond your own
[02:42.31]To be anxious in all ways and compensate for a faith i lacked in me not to break when i bent but i did
[02:48.60]Because i was a waste and you were too patient with me too kind
[02:52.70]Waiting for a shape to form
[02:54.46]Returning again and again inexplicably to restore by hand what i once was and you knew somehow
[03:00.46]But it never should have been your responsibility to fix me
[03:03.58]Not now not ever
[03:05.16]So why did you?
[03:07.50]I should be the mist that shrouds the mountain range around you
[03:10.52]Chased out with the winter when the spring comes in
[03:12.90]You should have let me fade
[03:14.54]And be separated particle by particle swirling in the ocean waves
[03:19.35]Bodies aimless drifting without end again
[03:21.92]Shapeless as the day that we first met
[03:26.70](days of disappearance i go and do not go anywhere without you
[03:29.69]Settle in both low clouds and the flowers in our garden home
[03:33.02]My silhouette a fixture on the kitchen bricks)