[00:00.000] 作曲 : Demxntia
[00:14.725]I know I'm not the man you want me to be
[00:18.393]I try my best why can't you see that
[00:22.112]I'm doing more than you can imagine
[00:25.485]In different ways that you can't understand
[00:30.043]Because you see the world in a different light
[00:32.109]When you wake up in the morning you ain't gotta fight
[00:34.123]To convince yourself that it'll be alright
[00:35.818]And when you're looking at the mirror and you see the sight of your face
[00:38.866]Is it something you hate, or is it something you love?
[00:40.844]I can't tell the difference
[00:42.008]Cause all the above are the same to me
[00:43.620]So I can't understand what you want from me, but...
[00:45.692]I tried my best to make you happy
[00:48.527]I tried my best to make you proud
[00:52.412]And all I wanted was an answer
[00:56.130]But I feel lost when you're around
[00:59.934]I tried my best to fake a smile
[01:03.793]But it looks better on your face
[01:07.771]And now I'm in a never-ending cycle
[01:11.666]Feeling the same as yesterday
[01:16.574]Yeah
[01:17.189]I'm feeling conflicted as always
[01:18.883]And every night ends the same way
[01:20.750]I always pretend to be okay
[01:22.520]Stayin awake till the next day
[01:24.607]And I don't know why
[01:25.689]All of my feelings are hitting me
[01:27.280]I try to deny, but they wanna reply
[01:29.274]Cause it's all in my head so I guess I can't lie to myself, nah
[01:32.390]Guess I can't lie to myself
[01:34.106]This is the hardest I've fell
[01:36.061]Guess I'm still under your spell
[01:37.900]Cause this is the most that I've felt
[01:40.047]I know you can't feel what I'm going through
[01:43.226]So please don't pretend just to say you do
[01:44.965]I don't know what I can say just to make you believe
[01:47.201]That I'm trying as hard as i can
[01:47.909]I tried my best to make you happy
[01:50.758]I tried my best to make you proud
[01:54.846]And all I wanted was an answer
[01:58.694]But I feel lost when you're around
[02:02.573]I tried my best to fake a smile
[02:06.351]But it looks better on your face
[02:10.241]And now I'm in a never-ending cycle
[02:14.277]Feeling the same as yesterday
[02:18.128]And i try my best to just be happy
[02:21.755]I tried my best to make you proud
[02:25.593]And all I wanted was acceptance
[02:29.415]To be someone you'd like to keep around
[02:34.589]And I tried my best to make you smile
[02:37.097]Cuase it looks better on your face
[02:40.881]Now I'm in a never-ending cycle
[02:44.831]I'm feeling the same as yesterday
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