[00:00.000] 作曲 : Jason Mills/Eden Eliah Nagar/Kalon Berry [00:03.519] You, know [00:04.517] No evil, no flaws [00:07.741] Your evil on pause [00:09.996] My evil don't go, go, go [00:13.107] I, leave [00:15.484] My shoes at the door [00:18.195] No mud on the floor [00:20.417] Unless my mama ain't home, home, home [00:24.121] I, clean [00:25.472] After myself when I flaw [00:27.733] I leave no messes at all [00:30.251] I hope she don't leave her keys on the shelf [00:34.292] And come back to see the mess on her floor [00:38.256] And see my shoes on her rug [00:40.743] When they should be at the door, door, door [00:44.253] I was supposed to be a doctor or somethin' [00:46.807] Honor roll like my auntie and cousins [00:49.381] But instead, I was a robber or somethin' [00:52.144] 'Til they caught me red handed like my arm in the oven [00:54.529] "Goddamn Jay, do you do anything right?" [00:57.004] "Goddamn Jay, you could barely read or write" [00:59.550] "Goddamn Jay, you never ever get good grades" [01:02.167] "Goddamn Jay, you could barely pass fifth grade" [01:04.924] That's what my momma would say [01:06.092] And it would eat at my mind, I used to think all the time [01:08.592] "If I could be a good boy, she'd probably love me a lot" [01:11.130] The only time I felt loved was when I went down the block [01:13.704] Across the street from the house, just down the street from the shop [01:16.413] That's where the bad boys hung, your momma said don't go [01:18.994] But I would go anyway, that's where I felt at home (felt home, felt home, felt home) [01:24.989] No wonder my life went down, down, down [01:28.847] Down, down, down, down [01:30.973] Down, down, down [01:33.565] Down, down, down [01:35.319] No wonder my life went down, down, down [01:38.170] Down, down, down, down [01:41.587] Down, down, down [01:43.957] Down, down, down, down [01:46.386] Did you go around the block by the shop? (No) [01:49.355] Was that you with the boys throwing rocks? (No) [01:51.812] Was that your friend on the news that I saw? (No) [01:54.493] Was that your name spray painted on the wall? (No) [01:57.183] Did you go around the block by the shop? (No) [01:59.729] Was that you with the boys throwing rocks? (No) [02:02.295] Was that your friend on the news that I saw? (No) [02:04.803] Was that your name spray painted on the wall? (No) [02:07.614] We gettin' it and we gon' make it [02:09.745] And they gon' hate it and I'm his favorite [02:12.438] I can't deny it, I'm a straight rider [02:15.256] But when we get together be electric slidin', grandma [02:19.176] Bumping in my headphones [02:20.499] On the way to school on a school bus [02:22.783] Where the cool ones, usually the "act a fool" ones [02:25.194] And the new ones, usually the ones they pick on [02:27.860] That was me, the whole class used to laugh at me [02:30.899] They use to say "get away from Jay, he an African [02:33.364] And everybody knows that them Africans stink" [02:35.658] A booty scratcher that never scratched on my ass differently [02:38.871] Than a regular human with itchy cheeks [02:40.951] Got me like "**** this elementary [02:43.339] And if I had a knife, I'd probably cut this elementary [02:45.988] My grades been ****ed since the first grade [02:48.220] And that ain't 'bout to change so your honor roll will never mention me [02:51.155] And momma ain't never gon' love me" [02:53.162] The reason why she come home after work and never hug me [02:56.131] That's the shit that'll make your life feel forever ugly [02:58.859] So I covered up my face with this ski mask [03:01.603] Bet the hoes gon' love me with my ski mask [03:04.025] But when my ass got caught, everybody went ghost [03:06.766] But the one that I used to think hated me the most [03:09.413] I love you momma [03:10.366] Did you need a couple dollars on your books? (Yeah) [03:12.400] Do you have enough covers on your bunk? (Yeah) [03:14.956] Do your cell mates give you any problems? [03:17.386] If they do, what's the jailhouse number? I'ma call 'em (no) [03:19.905] Do you understand what I was tryna say? (Yeah) [03:22.554] Oh now you understand what I was tryna say (yeah) [03:25.268] But even though you make me mad and never listen [03:27.860] You my baby and I'm still gon lo-