[00:00.000] 作词 : Gerald Gillum/Donald Paton/Larry Gashi/Kossisko Konan/Yuval Chain
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Gerald Gillum/Donald Paton/Larry Gashi/Kossisko Konan/Yuval Chain
[00:11.947] I just wanna do these drugs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself
[00:18.005] I forgot how to be myself
[00:21.114] I just really miss myself
[00:24.605] I just wanna do these drugs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself (Yeah)
[00:30.478] I forgot how to be myself (Uh)
[00:34.352] I just really miss myself (Somebody asked me, yeah)
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[00:37.117] Somebody asked me, "What do you have outside of music that really makes you happy?"
[00:41.516] I thought about it and I ain't have no answer
[00:44.404] I started this shit ten years ago, it was just me and my manager
[00:46.986] On the road, doin' any shows, we was fillin' up this calendar
[00:50.236] But Matty's married now and it's a whole 'nothеr chapter
[00:53.339] While I'm in Gerryland, I'm still hеre wildin' as a bachelor
[00:56.360] Woke up next to a stranger, what's her name? I had to ask her
[00:59.526] She prolly thinks I got it all, but it's pain behind this laughter
[01:02.766] Hungover the mornin' after, close my drapes, make it blackout
[01:05.757] Tryna put the pieces together from last night when I blacked out
[01:08.860] On LSD, had a convo with my brother, it brought a lot up
[01:12.074] See I don't ever take the uniform off, and now I'm clocked out
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[01:14.499] I just wanna do these drugs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself
[01:20.442] I forgot how to be myself
[01:24.342] I just really miss myself
[01:26.779] I just wanna do these drugs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself
[01:33.171] I forgot how to be myself, yeah
[01:37.013] I just really miss myself (Yeah)
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[01:39.826] Comin' down in my room all alone listenin' to Mac
[01:42.676] Last time he text me, I was ****ed up, forgot didn't hit him back
[01:45.488] Wish I could have spoken up, man, I just want my brother back
[01:48.936] But I mean, who am I to talk, bro? I'm still livin' like that
[01:52.051] They'll never understand what it's like to be a artist
[01:55.237] Make some shit I don't feel, yes men tell me it's the hardest
[01:58.409] They just wanna keep their jobs, stay on my good side, keep their office
[02:01.574] Keep us on the road, and no commission or the profits
[02:04.626] Now everything is peachy, and yeah, I feel Avici
[02:07.887] Fifty thousand watchin' me, but I swear don't nobody see me
[02:10.780] But it's rich people problems, it's stamps all in my passport
[02:14.034] My mama tellin' me that, "This is everything you asked for"
[02:17.357] What you want?
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[02:17.937] I just wanna do these drugs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself
[02:23.403] I forgot how to be myself (How to be myself)
[02:26.538] I just really miss myself (Great mind, great mind)
[02:29.663] I just wanna do these drugs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself
[02:35.885] I forgot how to be myself, yeah
[02:39.055] I just really miss myself
[02:40.593]
[02:42.499] My anxiety increases the higher that I climb
[02:45.810] I thought this shit would get easier, easier with time
[02:48.829] I'm happy in my mind, but at least I tell myself that
[02:51.756] Guess I'm damaged goods, I cannot help that
[02:55.235] Drugs take the edge off, hide inside my comfort zone
[02:58.474] Different girl every night, but worry I'ma die alone
[03:01.467] Me against the world, can't decide now what side I'm on
[03:04.314] Miss my family but act like I can't even dial a phone
[03:07.339] Cheated on my girl, I felt like shit, and then I sped off
[03:10.403] Crept in the crib quiet, shower, took my wide cell off
[03:13.665] She woke up, grab my dick, I couldn't help it, had to get off
[03:16.991] And if she gave me head, felt like I wanna blow my head off
[03:20.079] Think everybody cheats, everybody will
[03:23.219] Everybody leaves, but these drugs never will
[03:26.160] I know that sounds ****ed up, but in the end, it's real
[03:29.300] 'Til I'm lost on a bender askin' myself can I chill
[03:32.272] This scale here will measure, five hundred pounds of pressure
[03:35.642] The only thing to alleviate it is a stash in the dresser
[03:38.790] Illuminate my ugly, you really sure you love me?
[03:42.004] You deserve to know the truth, decide now what you think of me
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[03:44.996] I just wanna do these drugs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself
[03:50.914] I forgot how to be myself
[03:54.586] I just really miss myself
[03:58.014] I just wanna do these drugs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself
[04:03.696] I forgot how to be myself, yeah
[04:07.263] I just really miss myself