[00:00.000] 作词 : Gerald Gillum/Timothy Mosley/Nathan Perez/Matt Bauerschmidt/Anthony Clemons, Jr.
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Gerald Gillum/Timothy Mosley/Nathan Perez/Matt Bauerschmidt/Anthony Clemons, Jr.
[00:13.183] Gave away my time, gave away my heart
[00:18.730] Put my blood, sweat, and tears in this art
[00:25.951] Take me where I'm at 'cause I've come far
[00:31.984] Don't judge me, you should ask me 'bout my scars
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[00:38.741] Today my mirror told me, it told me that I'm broken
[00:42.459] Ask myself when it happened, think some point back in Oakland
[00:45.402] For all the years that passed when me and pops still hadn't spoken
[00:49.034] Confusion brewing, young man acting out, guess that's the notion
[00:52.054] In eighth grade moms was tripping when she caught me mad I'm smoking
[00:55.359] But she was high too, we both hiding shit, not in the open
[00:58.511] Nobody told thе whole truth, I ain't get that from no one
[01:01.760] Had no dirеction I was reckless, still found where I'm going
[01:04.806] 'Cause he's been through some shit, seems like he's been losing it
[01:08.064] Pressure start to strangle me, I wish that I could loosen it
[01:11.206] I could make a noose with it, don't worry I ain't using it
[01:14.520] ? sink my tooth in it
[01:17.549] Leaning on these substances, my folks said I'm abusing it
[01:21.100] Drinking straight to get me there like "Won't you put some juice in it?"
[01:24.260] Custom to these schedules and this pressure, I got used to this
[01:27.293] Am who I am so don't confuse the shit, yeah
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[01:30.635] Gave away my time, gave away my heart
[01:36.872] Put my blood, sweat, and tears in this art
[01:43.676] Take me where I'm at 'cause I've come far
[01:49.833] Don't judge me, you should ask me 'bout my scars
[01:55.623] 'Bout my scars, 'bout my scars
[02:02.231] Don't judge me, you should ask me 'bout my scars
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[02:09.219] These people talk behind my back but they don't say it to me
[02:13.117] Some rumors spread, some friends ain't even come and tell 'em to me
[02:16.278] Like I wasn't here, maybe they think they being helpful to me
[02:19.393] Maybe it's not that easy, maybe that's just selfish of me
[02:22.942] All these opinions of me, I see the way they judge me
[02:26.089] Can't help but wonder 'bout the truth they been thinking of me
[02:29.147] Still in the mirror, look at myself, ask if I even love me
[02:32.281] Some parts are good, some parts are bad, some parts are ****ing ugly
[02:35.540] This mental state I'm cursed with, got scars I can't reverse it
[02:38.833] I'm not your Mr. Perfect, so far from picture perfect
[02:41.999] Stress you out with my bullshit, ask yourself if it's worth it
[02:45.338] If not then walk away, you only left me on the surface
[02:48.497] I [?] verses, I finally found my purpose
[02:51.787] I'm solo in the lab til I ain't find something I can work with
[02:54.998] These words turn into memoires, that's what I leave this Earth with
[02:58.361] So right or wrong, I know it all was worth it
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[03:01.361] Gave away my time, gave away my heart
[03:07.637] Put my blood, sweat, and tears in this art
[03:14.344] Take me where I'm at 'cause I've come far
[03:20.585] Don't judge me, you should ask me 'bout my scars
[03:26.048] 'Bout my scars, 'bout my scars
[03:33.381] Don't judge me, you should ask me 'bout my scars
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[03:39.032] You know, yeah
[03:40.760] So if I'm sharing it, clearing out all the air in it
[03:43.764] Let's go all the way there with it, this my truth and I'm bearing it
[03:46.895] Maybe it's 'cause your parents split, maybe it's all inherited
[03:50.028] Plus when you go and pair it with mania ?
[03:53.265] Undiagnosed mental illnesses not aware of it
[03:56.526] Manic episodes going crazy, it's an embarrassment
[03:59.731] Maybe you just passing it down to someone to share it with
[04:02.998] Maybe you ignore your reflection each time you stare at it
[04:06.788] Two sides, different stories, was feeling mad confused
[04:09.487] ****ed up when a child that age really has to choose
[04:12.954] All those years with a ?
[04:15.832] But this is more than some story about some dad issues
[04:19.553] Maybe I should take a step back before I break us down
[04:22.693] 'Cause I probably won't say this if I don't say this now
[04:26.417] So much on my mind that I never say outloud
[04:29.537] All I ever wanted to here is that I made you proud, yeah
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[04:32.089] Gave away my time, gave away my heart
[04:38.215] Put my blood, sweat, and tears in this art
[04:45.585] Take me where I'm at 'cause I've come far
[04:51.426] Don't judge me, you should ask me 'bout my scars
[04:56.928] 'Bout my scars, 'bout my scars
[05:04.097] Don't judge me, you should ask me 'bout my scars
[05:09.986] 'Bout my scars, 'bout my scars
[05:16.914] Don't judge me, you should ask me 'bout my scars