[00:00.000] 作词 : Ilsey Juber/Teddy Geiger/Danny Parker/Shawn Mendes/Colson Baker [00:01.000] 作曲 : Ilsey Juber/Teddy Geiger/Danny Parker/Shawn Mendes/Colson Baker [00:15.458] Danger, one of us just lost our savior [00:19.128] Gotta maintain when you're going insane, so I say this prayer [00:22.846] Dear God, why do I need this medicine to control my anger? [00:26.299] And do you even exist? They're trying to say it's a myth [00:29.375] Lotta things left unsaid, lotta things left unanswered [00:31.753] My aunt just passed from cancer [00:33.294] Dad just got out of rehab [00:34.541] And mom's never gonna show up, gotta grow up [00:36.898] Ride with me through the memories inside of me [00:38.862] 'Til the nights I was hooked on the ivory [00:40.629] Head hurting all week 'cause of bad coke [00:42.475] Then the same week Peep overdosed, that's ****ed up [00:45.169] But I guess I lucked up [00:46.494] And I feel his pain because it probably won't be until [00:48.478] The day I die that they love us [00:50.663] But trust, every nomination I don't get [00:52.928] Every list that I ain't on [00:54.210] Is a reminder of why I wrote songs in the first place [00:56.636] As a way to escape where I came from [00:58.286] [00:58.568] This just my pretty toxic [01:01.412] Heavy conscience weighing on my soul [01:06.886] Six shots in my revolver [01:10.570] When I'm on my own [01:11.787] [01:13.290] Play this song [01:14.605] On the first day I am gone, I do not want you to cry [01:18.212] Legends never die, I hope our story's told [01:21.917] And the year spent on that road [01:24.066] Before they came to our shows [01:25.329] We were creating our lane, I hope they pave it in gold [01:28.130] Take me home, somewhere I belong [01:31.693] Somewhere foreign, looks like Dali's drawing [01:35.379] Yeah, isn't it funny that whenever you got a vision [01:37.908] A mission and a couple of plans to go with it [01:39.542] Somebody gotta come along mad and damage it [01:41.244] Like a cancer that inhabits never banishes [01:43.409] I managed to smoke five grams of ******** [01:45.380] And still keep my stamina for the fans and the goddamn cameras [01:48.350] That attack my stance like evangelists [01:50.216] I said truth and they couldn't handle it [01:52.463] So when it sinks you stand in it [01:54.529] I guess this is my Titanic [01:55.716] With no James Cameron to direct this draft of it [01:57.613] Just my [01:58.162] [01:58.524] Pretty toxic heavy conscience [02:02.300] Weighing on my soul [02:05.469] Six shots in my revolver [02:09.521] When I'm on my own [02:10.355] [02:11.455] Back against the wall [02:12.929] It got me anxious [02:14.267] Helpless, frigid, cold [02:16.966] Late nights drinking on my own [02:20.715] Now I'm fearless, Al Capone [02:24.359] To my dearest, I ain't gone