[00:00.000] 作曲 : Nathan Lewis
[00:01.40]Yeah, oh..uh
[00:11.85]Oh fxxk I'm drunk went and did it again
[00:14.65]I cut my ties guess I'm losin' a friend
[00:17.75]I'm stuck your lies makes it harder to mend
[00:20.75]My heart self harm makes it easy to pen
[00:23.70]I'm not the monster i painted as
[00:26.85]But i bite her neck like i'm a maniac
[00:29.61]I love when she screams, when she cuts me i bleed
[00:32.42]I get high as the stars, then i fall like the leaves
[00:35.68]My minds gone bad yo whats the date
[00:38.69]My hearts so cold bet a few could relate
[00:41.70]Now i'm fxxked in the brain, now i'm fxxked in the tub
[00:44.80]I'm fxxked so often i'm prolly up on the hub
[00:47.80]I'm prolly out of my luck, i'm prolly stupid as fxxk
[00:50.60]Cause every time that she hit me i feel adrenaline rush
[00:53.76]I feel my energy thrust, its like i like being hurt
[00:56.67]I feel the knife in my gut, i think i'm cryin too much
[00:59.57]And i've been playing too much
[01:01.37]One minute you hate me and the next you want fxxk
[01:04.52]Just look at my love, yeah look at it goes
[01:07.50]Every time i'm up it seems like you want me more
[01:11.55]And that sucks my heart's inside my lungs
[01:14.86]I hit my plug he fill me up
[01:17.71]I don't want nothing but your love
[01:20.72]You hit me up and said we done
[01:25.22]Said we done, yeah yeah
[01:28.38]Said we done, before the fire
[01:35.65]Oh no oh god what have i done
[01:38.71]Become all the things that i've been running from
[01:41.89]I thought we were done talkin shxt, were above that
[01:45.03]But words turn to fists its becoming a blood bath
[01:48.34]But i'm drunk so i run back
[01:50.39]If you call me an a-sshole, I don't have a comeback
[01:53.34]I'm not just an a-sshole, I know that you know that
[01:56.39]Craving my soul but i already sold that
[01:59.25]I'm braving the cold, you already know that i hate this
[02:03.62]Fxxk love i wanna be famous
[02:06.66]At least i can't be shameless and
[02:09.82]Spend all my time gettin wasted
[02:12.68]But that's you wanted right
[02:15.59]I don't wanna hang on right
[02:18.50]I'm on my own tonight, you make me wanna die
[02:21.90]I'll let you kill me some other time
[02:23.75]Oh fxxk i'm drunk went and did it again
[02:26.71]I cut my ties guess i'm losing a friend
[02:29.68]I'm stuck your lies makes it harder to mend
[02:32.73]My heart self harm makes it easy to pen
[02:35.74]I'm not the monster i painted as
[02:38.80]But i bite her neck like i'm a maniac
[02:41.59]I love when she screams, when she cuts me i bleed
[02:44.79]I get high as the stars, then i fall like the leaves
[02:47.95]My minds gone bad yo whats the date
[02:50.69]My hearts so cold bet a few could relate
[02:53.73]Now i'm fxxked in the brain, now i'm fxxked in the tub
[02:56.64]I'm fxxked so often i'm prolly up on the hub
[02:59.83]I'm prolly out of my luck, i'm prolly stupid as fxxk
[03:02.73]Cause every time that she hit me i feel adrenaline rush
[03:05.71]I feel my energy thrust, its like i like being hurt
[03:08.71]I feel the knife in my gut, i think i'm cryin too much