[00:00.000] 作词 : Daniel Nwosu Jr.
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Daniel Nwosu Jr.
[00:22.818]I can't find myself, mm
[00:25.778]I get lost inside my brain
[00:28.634]I think I might need help, mm
[00:31.628]But I pushed all of 'em away
[00:34.535]I took the cards they dealt
[00:37.486]And there's nothin' I can change
[00:40.514]So when I'm by myself
[00:43.412]I just pray for brighter days
[00:47.015]
[00:47.680]Sometimes I sit and I reminisce 'bout the good times
[00:52.014]Wish I could get those back
[00:53.565]I keep on runnin' these races that go in my mind
[00:57.280]And they go on these tracks
[00:59.375]I'm not ready to erase all my memories, mm
[01:05.162]I fight depression and I let it get the best of me
[01:09.750]Now therе's nowhere to run, nowherе to go
[01:13.185]Look around, there's liquor bottles all on the floor
[01:15.916]Fillin' up the space inside my heart and my home
[01:18.834]Drownin' out these thoughts until they leave me alone
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[01:21.897]I can't find myself, mm
[01:25.020]I get lost inside my brain
[01:27.985]I think I might need help, mm
[01:30.851]But I pushed all of 'em away
[01:33.743]I took the cards they dealt
[01:36.834]And there's nothin' I can change
[01:39.729]So when I'm by myself
[01:42.674]I just pray for brighter days
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[01:45.518]These thoughts are drainin' all my energy, mm
[01:48.507]I try to tell 'em to God, they said I'm goin' insane
[01:51.558]And then they recommended therapy, mm
[01:54.212]And I go and talk to a man who's gettin' paid to explain
[01:57.158]He started sayin' that the chemical imbalance is the reason that my brain
[02:00.872]Ain't connectin' to accomplishments associated with movin' on
[02:04.252]In life and passive things that my heart cannot contain
[02:06.921]So the happiness won't sustain
[02:09.113]And he read me my options, mm
[02:11.955]He said "Here goes a pill, only take two, eat a meal"
[02:14.940]And they don't know how I feel
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[02:21.122]I can't find myself, mm (Can't find myself)
[02:24.149]I get lost inside my brain
[02:27.106]I think I might need help, mm (Think I might need help)
[02:30.176]But I pushed all of 'em away
[02:32.930]I took the cards they dealt (Took the cards they dealt)
[02:36.048]And there's nothin' I can change
[02:38.869]So when I'm by myself (When I'm by myself)
[02:41.939]I just pray for brighter days
[02:44.690]
[02:46.063]Should I drown all these thoughts, or should I leave 'em to float?
[02:48.912]I got all of my flaws livin' inside of this boat
[02:52.047]I've been anchored in pain, the weight is makin' me choke
[02:54.978]It's gettin' harder to breathe, it's pullin' right at my throat
[02:57.977]I've been hopin' for change, but don't know how to restart
[03:00.751]They say you ain't a man when you're exposin' your heart
[03:03.777]Then they say you insane until it tears you apart
[03:06.806]And then it cuts you so deep and they can tell by the scars
[03:09.746]We can only see change when we accept who we are
[03:12.709]Try to run from the shame and you will never get far
[03:15.697]Don't you bottle the pain and live your life in the dark
[03:18.612]You're meant to break from those chains and shine as bright as a star
[03:21.631]Don't you ever tell yourself that your depression
[03:23.727]Is the reason you won't make it or that happiness is not in your cards
[03:27.422]With our God, you can beat all the odds
[03:29.768]Keep your faith and you'll never be lost and say
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[03:32.345]I can't find myself, mm
[03:35.298]I get lost inside my brain
[03:38.116]I think I might need help, mm (I think I might need help)
[03:41.272]But I pushed all of 'em away (I pushed all of them away)
[03:44.071]I took the cards they dealt
[03:47.247]And there's nothin' I can change
[03:50.003]So when I'm by myself
[03:52.900]I just pray for brighter days