[00:18.46]Smokin' on the loudest out
[00:19.88]Tryna see through a cloud of doubt
[00:21.65]Goin' till a pound is out
[00:24.08]We all got problems too proud to pout
[00:26.60]More than '99, I ain't about to count
[00:28.41]Takin' long walks when I'm out and about
[00:30.64]Dreaming 10 mil just to round amount
[00:32.65]Used to look for direction, till I found a route
[00:34.92]Wonder how the charts feel
[00:37.14]Paranoia thoughts stay dark, still
[00:39.36]Everyday I'm here I try to write songs
[00:41.48]Cause I know the beat'll longer than my heart will
[00:43.65]Yeah, tryna see every state
[00:46.04]No white lighters, hope I see 28
[00:48.16]You can tell my girl i'mma be runnin' late
[00:50.27]Can't tell how much longer she's gonna wait
[00:52.37]A real good girl with a dirt bag guy
[00:54.48]She could probably do better than me
[00:56.32]Like a rich-ass lawyer with a house and car
[00:58.77]Who takes care of her and never leaves
[01:00.65]Man, ****t I try my best
[01:02.16]Nobody here for me to try and impress
[01:03.89]I'd rather chase a dream
[01:04.88]Than be content to sit behind a desk
[01:06.45]I used to live with the highest stress
[01:08.00]But **** it, I digress
[01:09.30]Just believe
[01:45.37]Lately I've been losing sleep
[01:47.09]Stressed, sorry if my mood is deep
[01:48.66]No one to talk to, I use the beat
[01:51.28]A couple bad habits that I choose to keep
[01:53.49]My intake of booze is steep
[01:55.79]Pop a couple of pills that I use to sleep
[01:58.01]I think I took a few this week
[02:00.01]I'm trying to adjust to the hugest leap
[02:02.32]I'm living off this music, here
[02:04.62]But I'm afraid of failing
[02:05.85]That's the truth, sincere
[02:06.61]My anxiety is getting too severe
[02:08.67]But I ain't giving up, there's no excuses here
[02:10.97]Dying young might be my truest fear
[02:12.99]But now my future's bright and my view is clear
[02:15.21]Told her i'mma get it, i'mma do it, dear
[02:17.36]There's no way in hell I could lose this year
[02:19.57]I worked 10 years 'fore it ever paid off
[02:21.85]You don't know what I had to trade off
[02:23.73]I shed tears when my moms got laid off
[02:26.19]Life's never fair, it never plays soft
[02:28.00]I'mma go get it, I'mma do it for my folks
[02:30.04]Every day I'm out, man I always do the most
[02:32.29]You would do the same ****t if you was on the ropes
[02:34.33]****t gets realer when you zooming up close
[02:36.57]Just believe