I Thought About Killing You 作词 : Kanye West/Benny Blanco/Mike Dean/Francis Starlite/Cydel Young/Dexter Mills/Malik Yusef/Richard Cowie/Joseph Adenuga Olaitan/Kenneth Pershon/Terrence Boykin 作曲 : Kanye West/Benny Blanco/Mike Dean/Francis Starlite/Cydel Young/Dexter Mills/Malik Yusef/Richard Cowie/Joseph Adenuga Olaitan/Kenneth Pershon/Terrence Boykin I know I know I know I know know I I know it I know it The most beautiful thoughts Are always besides the darkest Today I seriously thought about killing you I contemplated premeditated murder And I think about killing myself And I love myself way More than I love you so Today I thought about killing you Premeditated murder You'd only care enough To kill somebody you love The most beautiful thoughts Are always inside the darkest Mhm mhm mhm mhm mhmm Just say it out loud to see how it feels People say Don't say this don't say that Just say it out loud Just to see how it feels Weigh all the options Nothing's off the table Today I thought about killing you Premeditated murder I think about killing myself And I I love myself way More than I love you The most beautiful thoughts Are always besides the darkest Mhm mhm mhm mhm Mhm mhm mhm mhm mhmm I think this is the part Where I'm supposed to say something good To compensate it So it doesn't come off bad But sometimes I think really bad things Really really really bad things And I love myself way More than I love you See if I was trying to Relate it to more people I'd probably say I'm struggling with loving myself Because that seems like a common theme But that's not the case here I love myself way more than I love you And I think about killing myself So best believe I thought about killing you today Premeditated murder I called up my loved ones I called up my cousins I called up the muslims Said I'm 'bout to go dumb Get so bright it's no sun Get so loud I hear none Screamed so loud got no lungs Hurt so bad I go numb Time to bring in the drums That prrt pum pum pum Set the newtone on them Set the nuke off on them I need coconut rum I taste coke on her tongue I don't joke with no one They'll say he die so young I done had a bad case Of too many bad days Got too many bad traits Used the floor for ashtrays I don't do shit halfway I'ma clear the cache I'ma make my name last Put that on my last name It's a different type of rules That we obey Ye ye ye season nigga we obey We was all born to die nigga doa N**gas say they hero Mhm I don't see no cape Mhm I don't see no Mhm yeah I don't see no mhm mhm If I wasn't shining so hard Wouldn't be no shade Buckwheat ass nigga It's 'gon be otay Young nigga shit nigga we don't age I thought I was past my deebo ways Even when I went broke I ain't break How you gon' hate nigga we go wayyy back To when I had the braids And you had the waveee cap Drop a pimp of the fade And I'm on my way asap Don't get socked in the mouth You know homie don't playyy that Pay the fire marshal bill 'Cause this shit done got wayyy packed They wanna see me go ape ape ape All you gotta do is speak on ye All you gotta do is speak on ye Don't get your tooth chipped like Frito-Lay