[00:20.771]Mind state of a gangster from the 40's, [00:22.301]meets the business mind of motown's Berry Gordy, [00:25.771]turned crack rock into a chain of 40/40's, [00:27.411]sorry my jewerly is so gaudy,slid into the party with my new pair of Mauri's, [00:32.851]America,meet the gangster Shawn Corey,hey young world, [00:36.531]wanna hear a story, [00:38.251]close your eyes and you can pretend you're me, [00:40.691]I'm cut from the cloth of the Kennedys,Frank Sinatra havin'dinner with the Genovese', [00:45.181]the is the genesis of a nemisis, [00:48.521]mother America not witnessed since, [00:51.251]the harlem renaissance birthed black businessman, [00:52.721]this is the tale of lost innocence, [00:56.731]and the incense burns and the turntables turn, [00:59.691]and that Al Green plays, [01:02.111]I see my mothers afro,as mama taps her toes, [01:04.521]as she rolls her j's, [01:07.161]and my papa just left the house, [01:08.571]in search of a killer of my uncle Ray,and she's trying to calm her nerves, [01:13.451]as i observe this is just one day, [01:17.281]and what tomorrow has in store, [01:18.611]we can never be sure,so all we can do is...pray [01:32.611]As i head to my home-room, [01:33.731]I observe the ruins,**** needles on the ground, [01:37.651]i hear a car go vroom, [01:39.91]drug dealer in the bm with the top down, [01:41.911]as the girls start to giggle, [01:44.91]i ask why you laugh?? [01:45.351]they say you're to little, [01:47.841]one day you'll understand, [01:48.511]when you become a man, [01:50.571]'bout things you have to get you, [01:52.271]fast forward freeze frame, [01:53.61]on my pistol fistful of dollars, [01:55.01]ignorance is so blessful, [01:56.961]I ain't choose this life, [01:58.311]this life chose me, [01:59.661]around here it's the ****, [02:01.21]that you just do, [02:02.501]i just left school,the same bm is pulled over, [02:05.561]by the boys dressed in blue, [02:07.431]they had their guns drawn, [02:08.451]screaming "just move", [02:09.571]or is there something else you suggest we can do?, [02:12.91]he made his way to the drunk, [02:13.911]opened it like "huh",a treasure chest was removed, [02:17.671]cops said he'll be back next month, [02:19.671]what we call curpt,he call's payin'dues, [02:23.451]now when rules is blurred,as they were, [02:25.891]what am i to do but ....pray. [02:28.521]pray the lord forgives me, [02:29.911]pray he guides me for what i'm 'bout to go through....pray [02:33.591]anywhere there's oppression, [02:44.41]the drug profession,flourishes like beverages, [02:47.371]refreshing,sweet taste of sin, [02:50.231]everything i seen made me everything i am, [02:52.741]bad drug dealer or victim,i beg, [02:55.231]what came first,moving the chickens or the egg?, [02:58.591]this is why i be so fresh, [03:00.201]i'm trying to beat life,'cause i can't cheat death, [03:03.271]treat shame like shamelessness,aim, [03:05.821]stainless at anuses, [03:06.651]you know the game this is, [03:09.691]move coke like pepsi,don't matter what brand name it is, [03:14.11]i stand behind mine,everything i do i'm a man behind mine, [03:17.961]I'm not an angel,I'm sure, [03:20.641]but every night before i lay,I drop my knees to the floor, [03:23.191]and I pray.