[00:00.000] 作曲 : Saleka Shyamalan [00:09.674] Wait, wait, wait [00:11.109] Why you creeping? You don't wanna see what time I'm on [00:14.392] Wait, wait, wait [00:15.826] Now I'm leaving, you don't wanna see what time I'm on [00:19.103] Wait, wait, wait [00:20.493] You wanna play that game, well, so do I [00:23.850] Wait, wait, wait [00:25.144] You wanna hide all day, all day, all night [00:28.515] Wait, wait, wait [00:28.834] I feel [00:31.152] My body disappear [00:35.851] This nightmare feels so real [00:40.492] Your all I want my dear, my dear, my dear [00:46.788] Can't breath with this on my chest [00:50.055] It's getting dire [00:52.024] Greed gon' make me confess [00:54.666] All my desires [00:56.776] Leave me, it's for the best [00:59.341] I can't keep hiding from myself [01:01.932] From myself, from myself [01:04.951] Hiding from myself [01:05.903] Perpetual punishment is what I put myself through [01:08.595] Lack of self-forgiveness is the reason I can't move [01:10.997] Shackled to the lack of reconciling with my past [01:13.053] I don't feel safe, I've made mistakes, I need to brace for impact [01:15.315] When in fact, letting go lowers the knife that I'm holding [01:17.814] To my own throat but maybe I don't like not knowing [01:19.958] Who's gonna protect me if I'm not on high alert and unprepared? [01:22.344] I needed protection as a kid, but protection wasn't there [01:24.747] But I'm thirty now, my dad can't be bothered to help [01:27.053] I said I'm thirty now, I gotta learn to father myself [01:29.470] See the pain that I've been pushin' down is boiling now [01:31.870] Tried shootin' at my shadow, I'm recoiling now [01:34.203] Tormented, tour ended but the shows' not over [01:36.502] I gotta deal with the boos from my own thoughts sober [01:38.954] What's my future look like without my toxic mascot? [01:41.243] Will they still love Russell if I take the mask off? [01:43.232] Can't breathe with this on my chest [01:46.527] It's getting dire [01:48.518] Greed gon' make me confess [01:51.144] All my desires [01:53.253] Leave me, it's for the best [01:55.869] I can't keep hiding from myself [01:58.528] From myself, from myself [02:01.419] Hiding from myself [02:02.939] Done fighting, fighting for this hell [02:07.572] Done hiding, hiding from myself [02:12.358] Done fighting, fighting for this hell [02:17.024] Done hiding, hiding from myself [02:21.467] Wait, wait, wait [02:22.888] Why you creeping? You don't wanna see what time I'm on [02:26.224] Wait, wait, wait [02:27.589] Now I'm leaving, you don't wanna see what time I'm on [02:30.872] Wait, wait, wait [02:32.275] You wanna play that game, well, so do I [02:35.657] Wait, wait, wait [02:36.939] You wanna hide all day, all day, all night [02:39.647] Can't breath with this on my chest [02:43.010] It's getting dire [02:44.996] Greed gon' make me confess [02:47.641] All my desires [02:49.729] Leave me, it's for the best [02:52.348] I can't keep hiding from myself [02:54.909] From myself, from myself [02:57.849] Hiding from myself [02:59.478] Done fighting, fighting for this hell [03:04.084] Done hiding, hiding from myself [03:08.785] Done fighting, fighting for this hell [03:13.502] Done hiding, hiding from myself