[00:00.000] 作词 : Robert Gill
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Robert Gill
[00:12.503] So, never had a handout, lately seein' the hands
[00:16.685] Pain movin' forward, but **** it, we steal advances
[00:18.934] God still in the plans, took fifteen-hundred
[00:21.078] Knows that's nothin', I'm on my rants (That's for real)
[00:24.214] Look, I can spot a user of green straight off the glance
[00:27.330] Chicago in the summer, no burner, we took a chance
[00:29.790] I slid to give the city my energy and my plans
[00:32.666] L.A. been too vague for me, painfully been jaded
[00:35.797] Took a toll, put a strain on me and say to me
[00:38.373] A huge strain, ironic, can't see the game's on me
[00:40.837] Feel my time comin', I need that shit here quicker
[00:43.461] Vodka with a spritzer, networkin' to bill figures
[00:45.939] Pour it out when they ain't lookin' pour Henny, I'm still nigga
[00:48.994] It's ghetto on me, stain, removin' to kill my inner heart
[00:51.649] To change the cards I'm dealt when my niggas still dealin'
[00:54.042] I thought it'd be different, forgive my heart to kill my sickness
[00:56.563] I thought it'd be different, follow traditions, where I end up, look
[01:00.184] Built my foundation with glass so y'all can see it clear
[01:02.531] Stones casted at it, but from the inner, let's keep it real
[01:05.313] Everywhere's there should help the cell, better sink the ship
[01:08.069] Gotta break my standards, ain't ego for us to co-exist
[01:11.055] Put it all in the music to heal my pain
[01:13.016] I relate to Tom Brady, lost my family to the game
[01:15.804] I made niggas treat the story godly
[01:17.629] Jealousy formin' from salt, but I love it more than Lawry's
[01:20.424] Petty nigga, I brought gifts to the pity parties
[01:23.103] It's nothin' better than lettin' 'em see you movin' largely
[01:25.867] Soulfully ended and it rolled through the trenches with it
[01:28.554] Great speed, nigga
[01:29.546] This shit like gettin' a ring from the eighth seed, nigga
[01:32.006] You hear cheers, I don't buy it, that's a hate speech, nigga
[01:34.711] Look, I see through a grotto, I let my spirit follow
[01:37.358] Tryna let my love lead the way
[01:38.959] But that lead to more expectations and sorrows
[01:41.244] It's heavy wallows, feelings swallowed
[01:43.149] Can't tell if it's real, does this shit just make me hollow?
[01:45.811] Can't come off that hill unless the love slowly spiral, look
[01:48.657] Long range for change, I turned pains to gains
[01:51.502] Love turned to strays, that path turn terrain
[01:54.202] The doubt turned to rain, I dry that in my lane
[01:56.557] Tom Brady, lost my family to the game
[01:58.521] Nothin' changed, I thought it'd be different
[02:00.629] Need love me at my lowest, I thought it'd be different
[02:02.798] Some bridges burn, summers golden
[02:04.709] Heavy pressures on my shoulders
[02:05.951] 'Cause while I sold records, sold lyrics, sold message
[02:08.621] Know my soul I never sold or is
[02:09.841]
[02:24.310] Soulfully ended and it rolled through the trenches
[02:27.204] Look, I've been scared to settle down
[02:29.226] Part of that fear's worried about settlin'
[02:31.157] Mistakes, wish I could white 'em out
[02:33.009] Too proud of my melanin, ghostwrite to the riches
[02:35.629] Tenths on it for my skeletons
[02:36.877] 'Cause they been holdin' me down, got a fear about tellin' 'em (Uh)
[02:41.039] I just keep 'em in that closet, so I don't have to face 'em all
[02:43.657] This fabric on me's like I'm tryna hide my fabrications
[02:47.465] It's like I'm in search of your validation, it's like, shit
[02:51.385] It's like I keep sayin', "Like," 'cause I can't commit to nothin'
[02:54.316] Windows down while my speakers bumpin'
[02:56.734] Hope it air out all these deep discussions
[02:58.919] Not bein' honest with self could be your saddest sickness
[03:01.676] Feel like I've been wearin' that mask better than Stanley Ipkiss
[03:04.578] Look, I've been carefully inchin', but been constantly workin'
[03:07.645] Constantly patient, constantly urgin', I'm constantly trippin'
[03:10.717] I know my flaws and all been constantly perfect
[03:13.098] Constantly steady, but constantly nervous
[03:14.999] Constantly cool, calm, and collected
[03:16.826] On the inside I know I'm constantly Urkel
[03:18.904] Runnin' circles, been livin' like gerbils
[03:21.268] Man, **** the love, I need a girdle, tryna hold it together
[03:24.231] Lookin' down to see my soul slowly rippin'
[03:26.303] I've got to sew it together, REASON