[00:11.208]I see God when I look at you
[00:14.027]Pink and green and a thousand blues
[00:16.610]Oh yeah, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, yeah
[00:22.226]Spirit wrapped in the human form
[00:25.310]I believe we were meant for more
[00:27.875]Oh yeah, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, yeah
[00:33.342]And the spirit
[00:34.759]In the blue light
[00:36.174]In the white light
[00:37.676]In the halo
[00:39.028]In the moonlight
[00:40.427]In the sunlight
[00:41.877]And it feels like
[00:43.144]A volcano
[00:45.576]It's drippin' off my cheeks and I love it
[00:48.627]I can see who I'm now becomin'
[00:51.246]I spent three decades runnin'
[00:53.499]Tryin' to shine, now I just chill and let the sun in
[00:57.237]The Holy Spirit in the human form
[00:59.855]You're just hidin' underneath the uniform
[01:02.538]I fell pretty far but made it through the storm
[01:05.055]Now I got fame and peace
[01:06.772]I'm a unicorn
[01:08.731]I could feel my dad watchin' me
[01:10.999]My life story is like prophecy
[01:14.031]I just fear mediocrity
[01:16.190]So much light inside
[01:17.539]Gotta get it out of me
[01:20.028]And the journey's been intense
[01:22.690]Sit back and light some incense
[01:25.856]We don't know where we're goin'
[01:27.339]But I do know my past led me to this moment and
[01:30.210]I see God when I look at you
[01:33.082]Pink and green and a thousand blues
[01:35.667]Oh yeah, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, yeah
[01:41.534]Spirit wrapped in the human form
[01:44.334]I believe that we met before
[01:46.966]Oh yeah, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, yeah
[01:52.501]And the spirit
[01:53.783]In the blue light
[01:55.301]In the white light
[01:56.682]In the halo
[01:58.149]In the moonlight
[01:59.549]In the sunlight
[02:00.966]And it feels like
[02:02.249]A volcano
[02:19.217]The exciting thing is it's only the beginning
[02:22.692]Second inning
[02:24.249]The underpinnings of sadness have alchemized and crystallized in the service
[02:30.489]I still feel that horrible, existential, deep, ****ing pain, deep sadness
[02:41.850]I just don't try to numb it anymore
[02:46.201]I don't try to cover it up with drugs or food or sex or fame anymore
[02:51.666]I sit right there in the ****in' thick of it
[02:56.346]And it's the courage to feel this
[03:01.010]This sadness
[03:06.162]It's that courage that makes me who I am
[03:09.661]It's what allowed me to write this
[03:11.696]It's what makes me a deeper, more real man
[03:14.762]It's what allows me to connect with you right now
[03:17.713]And all I really want to say to you is I love you
[03:23.696]And by you, I don't mean some person from my past or my future, I mean you
[03:30.096]You
[03:32.210]I know we haven't met
[03:35.175]But in some ways, we know each other very, very well
[03:39.861]Because you know that horrible, existential, deep pain just as well as I do
[03:49.284]And I just want to remind you what I need to remind myself
[03:53.061]I see, hear, feel, and know your purpose is to give love
[03:58.328]I see, hear, feel, and know your purpose is to give love
[04:03.112]I see, hear, feel, and know your purpose is to give love
[04:07.580]I see, hear, feel, and know your purpose is to give love
[04:11.478]I see, hear, feel, and know your purpose is to give love
[04:15.294]You have fallen so many goddamned times
[04:17.778]But get up
[04:22.229]Get up
[04:36.212]Sometimes the thing that hurts the most is just how much love you have inside you
[04:42.380]You feel like you don't always have a place to put it
[04:46.477]You don't know what to do with it
[04:53.113]You think the people around you won't appreciate it
[04:55.628]So you pretend like you don't have the love and it gets stuck inside you
[04:59.646]And love is like water
[05:01.146]When it doesn't flow, it gets rancid and turns to poison
[05:05.894]It turns to poison
[05:10.145]It turns to anger, resentment and hate
[05:13.394]And if you're really honest with yourself, your hate is really just love that you didn't express
[05:23.178]You got scared
[05:32.846]You got scared that if you actually gave all the love you had, that you might run out
[05:39.246]You got scared that maybe your love wouldn't be received and it would go to waste
[05:43.846]So you throttled down the amount of love you were giving
[05:48.177]To match the amount of love you thought you were getting
[05:57.592]But come home, silly
[06:01.546]You could never run out
[06:05.812]And your purpose is not to get love
[06:08.246]Your purpose is to give love
[06:13.394]I wish you could see yourself right now
[06:17.346]Struggling and thriving at the same time
[06:23.546]You beautiful thing
[06:25.694]I wish you could see how beautiful you are
[06:30.061]Go shine
[06:35.046]Being who you are
[06:38.778]Will bring great peace
[06:41.713]To many others
[06:48.978]Go
[07:09.913]Go