[00:00.000] 作词 : JC曹家未/JonnyJonny [00:00.230] 作曲 : JC曹家未/JonnyJonny [00:00.460] 混音 : 废物超市 [00:00.690] 母带 : Catman [00:00.920] JC: [00:01.401] 我站在早上八点半的窗边 [00:26.078] 这奋斗日子里面经常看到清晨光线 [00:29.240] 我总是嬉皮笑脸但是心里十分庄严 [00:32.263] 我朋友约我晚上喝酒我说我不方便 [00:35.245] 就关在这个房间 写一个人的song [00:38.047] 被迫在这个房间 因为我兜很空 [00:41.089] 我只有这个房间 它见过悲和痛 [00:44.051] 我手里没几张钱 但有做不完的梦 [00:46.853] 难免有时会恐惧 [00:48.594] 脑海里只有努力 [00:49.995] 这一切变得空虚 [00:51.456] 可我从来不纵欲 [00:53.057] 我赚的第一桶金 写两首能给四万 [00:56.120] 我要求自己很高所以不可能会释然 [00:59.122] 到现在还不自满 [01:00.563] 只要我有一口气 [01:02.124] 我心里默默发誓 以后必须出人头地 [01:05.066] These people been around [01:06.387] but I doubt they really know me [01:08.068] 又用完一本五线谱我把它塞进抽屉 [01:10.790] 用合不上的嘴 [01:12.892] To get myself paid [01:14.072] 燃料是血和泪 [01:15.593] 没想过要后退 [01:17.095] No I dont give a fxck about the things you gonna say [01:20.157] No I dont give a fxck about it what you gonna say [01:23.019] No this is not a sad song [01:25.000] 即便流泪 [01:26.061] 也只是感慨一路走过从来不后悔 [01:29.103] My biggest wish be someday everybody know my name [01:31.985] 我发誓要让人们知道我是谁 [01:35.127] I say [01:35.708] Jonny [01:36.188] Yeah I was born rich 我妈妈给了我很好的条件 [01:39.390] When I was born她就为画好了未来的每一条线 [01:42.293] I'm under the spotlight 一举一动都活在焦点 [01:45.395] 她对我望子成龙 年少的我也口出豪言 [01:48.077] 可这样的背景put more stress on my shoulder [01:50.478] 我不想辜负家人的期待so I keep moving foward [01:53.441] still hustle grind 我熬过的夜或许比你想象的colder [01:56.483] 自从我发了第一首 坠落 就没有想过要hold up [01:59.385] 第一次听rap我十一岁 [02:00.986] 是老天爷给我的机会 [02:02.207] 第一首demo写的 稀碎 [02:03.608] 学校的乐队觉得我鸡肋 [02:05.449] 身边人都劝我洗洗睡 [02:07.130] 但我并没有被击溃 [02:08.471] 积累 像滴水石穿的积水 [02:09.992] 只有我才能够体会 [02:11.433] 他们嘲笑我 我不理会 [02:12.934] 有多少次 无言以对 [02:14.456] The game is not fair [02:15.596] 这个圈子的机制像王者匹配 [02:17.478] But I still swear that I will make it 战利品塞满我衣柜 [02:20.460] The path is long I only can forget my pain 在黑夜里醉 [02:23.462] you dig