[00:17.20]I feel the Aryan in my blood
[00:19.36]It's scarier than a blood
[00:20.76]Been looking for holy water now
[00:21.93]I'm praying for a flood
[00:22.95]It feel like time passing me
[00:23.94]By slower than a slug
[00:25.14]While this feeling inside of my body
[00:26.51]Seep in like a drug
[00:27.47]Will you hug me rub me on the back
[00:29.07]Like a child
[00:29.89]Tell me you love me need me
[00:30.98]Promise me you'll never leave me
[00:32.25]Even though my daddy
[00:33.08]You know he blacker than the street
[00:34.45]With a fist to match more solid than concrete
[00:36.50]Tell white people
[00:37.48]I'm black feel the need to retreat
[00:39.14]Like I should be ashamed of
[00:40.05]My granddaddy malik
[00:41.40]But my beautiful black brothers
[00:42.64]And sisters want to act like I'm adopted
[00:44.27]Go back in time to
[00:45.08]When my ***** daddy impregnated
[00:46.39]My cracker momma and stopped it
[00:47.80]My oh my
[00:49.24]My oh my
[00:50.63]Oh my
[00:51.58]My oh my
[00:54.35]Oh my
[00:55.32]Somebody pinch me
[00:56.07]Black man screaming trying to convince me
[00:57.68]I'm not black
[00:58.27]So why the white man wanna lynch me
[01:00.04]Damn my skin fair but life's not
[01:01.85]And I be lying if I said
[01:02.97]I didn't care what whites thought
[01:04.26]Or black people said ****
[01:05.61]Maybe it's in my head like
[01:06.88]A single mother praying in a gadda da vida
[01:08.78]Looking around on the ground
[01:10.09]For a serpent to feed her
[01:11.56]Praying to god wondering
[01:12.28]Why her baby daddy beat her
[01:13.86]Feeling like the devil
[01:14.62]Finna come and defeat her
[01:15.89]All alone in the wintertime
[01:17.26]Close to the heater
[01:18.12]Wondering what's gonna happen
[01:19.25]And how the world gonna treat her
[01:20.60]How could her momma mislead her
[01:21.75]And her daddy just leave her
[01:22.96]Like abracadabra
[01:23.53]When that magician pull on the lever
[01:25.14]Oh my
[01:26.37]Oh my
[01:27.73]Oh my
[01:29.17]Like the white women said oh my
[01:32.17]Oh my my my my my
[01:34.64]Oh
[01:36.74]Oh my my my my my
[01:39.09]Oh my
[01:41.20]I don't feel right deep inside
[01:43.54]Feeling like I need to hide
[01:46.04]Everybody wonder why I get high
[01:48.29]Cause I can't fight the feeling inside
[01:50.10]Oh my my my
[01:55.28]Oh my I said oh my yeah
[02:00.51]Feeling innocent in a sense
[02:01.44]Has got me feeling on the fence
[02:02.68]And all this **** is so intense
[02:04.00]Don't wanna go to this event
[02:04.93]Just wanna stay home and invent
[02:05.89]And sometimes yeah that let me vent
[02:07.37]I'm taking shots and drinking liquor
[02:08.35]But that **** don't make a dent in how I'm feeling
[02:10.17]And yes I'm willing to keep chilling on this ****
[02:11.91]I know there is someone out there far away
[02:13.77]Who's feeling all this ****
[02:13.96]And yes I know that when I'm low
[02:15.12]There's so much further I can go
[02:16.29]And so I look up to the sky
[02:17.82]Oh my oh my
[02:19.22]Oh my oh my
[02:20.18]Oh my oh my
[02:21.41]Oh my oh my
[02:22.52]Oh my oh my
[02:23.73]Oh my oh my
[02:27.44]I feel the Aryan in my blood
[02:28.65]It's scarier than a blood
[02:29.80]Been looking for holy water now
[02:31.09]I'm praying for a flood
[02:31.91]It feel like time passing me
[02:33.26]By slower than a slug
[02:34.46]While this feeling inside of my body
[02:35.81]Seep in like a drug
[02:36.83]Will you hug me rub me on the back like a child
[02:39.05]Tell me you love me need me
[02:40.19]Promise me you'll never leave me
[02:41.63]Even though my daddy
[02:42.26]You know he blacker than the street
[02:43.56]With a fist to match more solid than concrete
[02:45.64]Tell white people
[02:46.80]I'm black feel the need to retreat
[02:48.36]Like I should be ashamed of my granddaddy malik
[02:50.47]But my beautiful black brothers
[02:51.81]And sisters want to act like I'm adopted
[02:53.48]Go back in time to when my ***** daddy impregnated
[02:55.50]My cracker momma and stopped it
[02:57.13]My oh my
[02:58.43]My oh my
[03:00.65]My oh my
[03:01.22]Like the white women said oh my
[03:04.74]Single mother praying in a gadda da vida
[03:06.70]Looking around on the ground
[03:07.77]For a serpent to feed her
[03:09.03]Praying to god wondering
[03:09.90]Why her baby daddy beat her
[03:11.35]Feeling like the devil
[03:12.30]Finna come and defeat her
[03:13.54]Single mother praying in a gadda da vida
[03:15.89]Looking around on the ground
[03:17.06]For a serpent to feed her
[03:18.29]Praying to god wondering
[03:19.08]Why her baby daddy beat her
[03:20.77]Feeling like the devil
[03:21.53]Finna come and defeat her
[03:22.70]Single mother praying in a gadda da vida
[03:25.08]Looking around on the ground
[03:26.33]For a serpent to feed her
[03:27.57]Praying to god
[03:27.97]Wondering why her baby daddy beat her
[03:30.06]Feeling like the devil
[03:30.77]Finna come and defeat her
[03:31.97]All alone in the wintertime
[03:33.48]Close to the heater
[03:34.38]Wondering what's gonna happen
[03:35.59]And how the world gonna treat her
[03:36.89]How could her momma mislead her
[03:37.97]And her daddy just leave her
[03:38.95]Like abracadabra
[03:39.65]When that magician pull on the lever
[03:41.43]Oh my my my my my
[03:43.86]Oh
[03:45.60]Oh my my my my my
[03:48.41]Oh my
[03:50.70]I don't feel right deep inside
[03:52.88]Feeling like I need to hide
[03:55.52]Everybody wonder why I get high
[03:57.38]Cause I can't fight the feeling inside
[03:59.29]Oh my my my
[04:04.43]Oh my I said oh my
[04:18.20]Sometimes I can't get you out of my mind
[04:21.98]Baby no I just can't find I just can't find
[04:26.65]Such a beautiful state of mind
[04:29.26]State of mind
[04:31.28]State of mind
[04:33.94]State of mind
[05:13.61]Sometimes everyday right on time
[05:17.26]But right now on my mind
[05:19.52]It feels like I'm living on borrowed time
[05:41.25]I feel the Aryan in my blood
[05:42.55]It's scarier than a blood
[05:43.88]Been looking for holy water now
[05:44.93]I'm praying for a flood
[05:46.13]It feel like time passing me
[05:47.00]By slower than a slug
[05:48.47]While this feeling inside of my body
[05:49.64]Seep in like a drug
[05:50.49]Will you hug me rub me on the back like a child
[05:52.84]Tell me you love me need me
[05:54.05]Promise me you'll never leave me
[05:55.38]Even though my daddy
[05:56.12]You know he blacker than the street
[05:57.26]With a fist to match more solid than con
[05:59.50]Tell white people
[06:00.54]I'm black feel the need to retreat
[06:02.10]Like I should be ashamed of my granddaddy Malik
[06:04.32]But my beautiful black brothers
[06:05.68]And sisters want to act like I'm adopted
[06:07.33]Go back in time to
[06:08.17]When my ***** daddy impregnated my cracker momma
[06:10.30]And stopped it
[06:11.09]My oh my oh my
[06:14.80]Feeling innocent oh my
[06:18.87]Feeling innocent in a sense
[06:19.93]Has got me feeling on the fence
[06:21.33]And all this **** is so intense
[06:22.44]Don't wanna go to this event
[06:23.39]Just wanna stay home and invent
[06:24.59]And sometimes yeah that let me vent
[06:25.92]I'm taking shots and drinking liquor
[06:26.87]But that **** don't make a dent in
[06:28.05]How I'm feeling
[06:28.64]And yes I'm willing to keep chilling on this ****
[06:30.29]I know there is someone out there far away
[06:31.82]Who's feeling all this ****
[06:32.60]And yes I know that when I'm low
[06:33.85]There's so much further I can go
[06:35.03]And so I look up to the sky
[06:36.46]Like a single mother praying in a gadda da vida
[06:38.72]Looking around on the ground
[06:40.12]For a serpent to feed her
[06:41.25]Praying to god wondering
[06:42.14]Why her baby daddy beat her
[06:43.61]Feeling like the devil finna come and defeat her
[06:45.72]All alone in the wintertime close to the heater
[06:48.02]Wondering what's gonna happen
[06:49.11]And how the world gonna treat her
[06:50.55]How could her momma mislead her
[06:51.64]And her daddy just leave her
[06:52.75]Like abracadabra when that magician pull on the lever
[06:54.97]How could her momma mislead her
[06:56.22]And her daddy just leave her
[06:57.40]Like abracadabra when that magician pull on the lever
[06:59.63]How could her momma mislead her
[07:00.81]And her daddy just leave her
[07:01.97]Like abracadabra when that magician pull on the lever
[07:04.39]How could her momma mislead her
[07:05.52]And her daddy just leave her
[07:06.81]Like abracadabra when that magician pull on the lever
[07:08.91]How could her momma mislead her
[07:10.12]And her daddy just leave her
[07:11.22]Like abracadabra when that magician pull on the lever
[07:13.59]Oh my
[07:42.04]So what now
[07:43.58]What advice can you give me
[07:45.38]What advice can I give humanity I suppose so
[07:50.16]Live your life
[07:52.26]Don't waste your days
[07:53.32]On the negative energy of others
[07:55.40]Remember that you're not your salary
[07:57.36]You're not your house you're not your car
[08:00.85]And no matter how big your bank account is
[08:03.30]Your grave is six feet under
[08:04.92]Just like everyone else's
[08:07.04]So enjoy the days you have
[08:09.65]Worry not bout the days that came before you
[08:12.95]Nor the ones that will follow you in death
[08:16.28]Remember that right here in this moment
[08:18.24]Is all you are guaranteed
[08:20.77]And the fact that you are living
[08:22.04]Is what life is all about
[08:25.49]So live your life to the fullest
[08:28.31]According to your happiness
[08:29.67]And the betterment of all
[08:46.76]Damn man we've been walking forever
[08:49.84]Well thalias tracking system says
[08:51.53]We'll be there in just over an hour
[08:53.37]**** at least we got good walking music
[08:55.60]Or is that it
[08:57.57]Oh no man I'm cueing up the fourth album
[08:59.64]Now his final one
[09:23.18]1 2 3 4
[09:29.12]1 2 3 4 listen
[09:35.47]Look into my eyes
[09:36.59]Tell me you could see beyond the smile
[09:38.29]That I'm puttin' on
[09:39.38]This front that I'm puttin' up for you
[09:42.08]I spill my soul into a microphone
[09:43.84]With poems written in blood
[09:45.24]In hopes that it's enough for you
[09:48.35]Do you love me yet
[09:54.35]Do you love me yet
[09:57.73]No okay
[09:59.32]I'll go harder for you
[10:00.11]In fact I rap till I collapse
[10:02.30]All I wanted was acceptance
[10:03.97]My latest lesson
[10:04.99]I'll never feel your approval
[10:06.29]Until I accept my own
[10:08.07]Come from a messed up home
[10:09.33]Destitute and less informed
[10:10.53]About the ways to raise a child up
[10:12.41]To not become a product
[10:13.91]Of his environment I need to cry and vent
[10:16.34]But I done built this wall up
[10:17.64]Actin' like everything's all good
[10:19.62]But in reality I'm lookin' for something
[10:21.72]Through bumpin' my favorite rappers
[10:22.94]I came up after
[10:25.50]Nas cole and hov
[10:27.07]Eyes closed I zone till 5 or so in the morn
[10:29.70]I'm used to being alone
[10:31.27]**** you know how long
[10:31.99]I've been out on my own
[10:34.21]Chasing dreams fantasies of a throne
[10:36.37]One day I wake up
[10:37.20]And see that it didn't exist all along
[10:39.33]Till then I will pen verses
[10:41.06]That fans consider brilliant
[10:42.31]Boosting my ego
[10:43.46]With every million that spills in
[10:45.63]And still then
[10:46.36]I won't find solace
[10:47.09]So where's the logic in that
[10:48.76]Worrying 'bout if they think logic could rap
[10:51.14]When it all goes back
[10:52.42]To a childhood need to be loved
[10:54.86]By parents
[10:55.29]That was in too deep with the drugs
[10:57.13]***** my advice **** the black and white ****
[11:00.38]Be who you are identify as a star
[11:02.78]No one tells you you're that
[11:04.23]It's something that you just know
[11:05.89]The world be stealing your glow
[11:07.30]Your mama did what she could
[11:08.59]Her life was miles from good
[11:10.15]Your father fell in the trap
[11:11.55]They set for you when you're black
[11:13.06]They met when they was low
[11:14.38]And therefore you a product of that
[11:16.00]And so your trauma is deep
[11:17.63]Don't bury it you should weep
[11:19.22]And clean it out of your system
[11:20.39]Then truly forgive 'em
[11:21.78]Just my opinion only
[11:23.16]Then can you find peace
[11:24.66]Just start to notice happiness
[11:25.86]Don't come from album release
[11:27.48]I've been through it before
[11:28.98]Can only share with you what I know
[11:30.62]To be true but at the same time
[11:32.28]I'll never be you
[11:33.53]And you'll never be me
[11:34.55]No matter how hard that you try
[11:36.54]This is for youngins out there
[11:37.67]Wondering how far you could fly
[11:39.58]The truth is that
[11:40.21]You could go further than the stars and the sky
[11:42.48]But if you want to
[11:43.22]Then you ought to know why
[11:44.79]Are you running from something
[11:46.12]With hopes of becoming someone
[11:47.59]That's finally worthy of love
[11:49.54]Let me tell you now you're worthy enough
[11:51.33]**** approval from strangers
[11:52.86]That **** is dangerous as hell
[11:54.33]Find god learn to accept yourself
[11:56.75]And I'm gone
[11:58.59]Accept him