Solitude Pt. 1 作词 : Spylent 作曲 : Spylent 编曲 : HYPER MUSIC 混音 : DX肖夏 The solitary life that I’m living I’m getting mentioned left and right But there’s always a part of me that’s missing My mama used to tell me, son, don’t forget what you’ve been driven by Looking back, should’ve listened I just got a call from my high school friend, he said you different Can I get a signature bro you been drippin’ Yeah, I remember them all, memory is vivid Now it’s gradually replaced by all these digits Yeah I hear them talk, and then talk, prolly ain’t gon’ never stop Loss, restall, opps I see them all fall Rot, yeah, since when I got a cold heart Flaws, tryna make sure they won’t get caught Most of the nights, I was spending with my own door locked I was so patient, I’m waiting just for a rain to pour I told them I just want more I see my my peers, none of their rap could match what I say Handed the right plate, but you don’t have the right taste My feelings torture me, I couldn’t find the right phrase Once you’ve made enough mistakes you start figuring out the right way Found myself the best therapist, clueless bout my case Dollars or RMB, two options I face I’m preaching to the new generation, put them aside Cuz if they gon’ hate, they gon’ hate, who are you tryna sway Yeah, uh If it were meant to come, it will come, it’d be gone if you don’t survive the blaze I used to doubt like twice a day, do I suffice the praise Life has taken too much from me without no decency But I’ve always known I was planted with somewhat different seed They can count me out but they can’t deny that I’m lit indeed Heard them say I’m temporary, you must be kidding me SPYLENT, the name in history Resentful I still remember how much you owe You know it means that you’re finally on your own Sometimes I don’t wanna talk to nobody I just need a moment to reflect, a moment to reset I put down a lot of offers, still not sure if that’s correct Everything just moves on, there is no time to regret Left my city, left my bros I got zero or too many home Art requires the vulnerable But my lifestyle is harming the soul Twenty two, young man what you wanna do You can tear that shit down, paint the town blue Who you gonna listen to, me or you, huh, say it Who you gonna pick a bone with, me or you, say it Mind your own business, it’s really all about bread It’s all the mental shit, mentally, boy, you insane Practice makes it perfect, perfect, perfect, perfect, per- per- per- per- Uh Uh (Are you gonna break this chain) (Are they gonna say your name) Put yourself in my position, how is that even possible Art is futile, it’s a joke, play this part at my funeral Everybody lies, I lie the most furiously I’m urinating on this beat, I wanna prove that I’m free Ah, I guess it’s time to say goodbye Memorize these lines in case you never find peace inside You’d be burned with these pages, flame dictated by the crowd Maybe that day you will know the feeling of Resentful I still remember how much you owe You know it means that you’re finally on your own