[00:00.00] 作词 : Spylent
[00:01.00] 作曲 : Spylent
[00:02.00] 编曲 : HYPER MUSIC
[00:03.00] 混音 : DX肖夏
[00:21.06]The solitary life that I’m living
[00:23.61]I’m getting mentioned left and right
[00:25.46]But there’s always a part of me that’s missing
[00:27.58]My mama used to tell me, son, don’t forget what you’ve been driven by
[00:30.79]Looking back, should’ve listened
[00:32.35]I just got a call from my high school friend, he said you different
[00:35.41]Can I get a signature bro you been drippin’
[00:37.59]Yeah, I remember them all, memory is vivid
[00:40.63]Now it’s gradually replaced by all these digits
[00:42.94]Yeah I hear them talk, and then talk, prolly ain’t gon’ never stop
[00:46.46]Loss, restall, opps I see them all fall
[00:49.15]Rot, yeah, since when I got a cold heart
[00:53.95]Flaws, tryna make sure they won’t get caught
[00:57.22]Most of the nights, I was spending with my own door locked
[00:59.92]I was so patient, I’m waiting just for a rain to pour
[01:02.66]I told them I just want more
[01:04.47]I see my my peers, none of their rap could match what I say
[01:08.03]Handed the right plate, but you don’t have the right taste
[01:10.99]My feelings torture me, I couldn’t find the right phrase
[01:13.14]Once you’ve made enough mistakes you start figuring out the right way
[01:16.31]Found myself the best therapist, clueless bout my case
[01:18.83]Dollars or RMB, two options I face
[01:21.52]I’m preaching to the new generation, put them aside
[01:23.92]Cuz if they gon’ hate, they gon’ hate, who are you tryna sway
[01:27.15]Yeah, uh
[01:28.52]If it were meant to come, it will come, it’d be gone if you don’t survive the blaze
[01:32.47]I used to doubt like twice a day, do I suffice the praise
[01:35.10]Life has taken too much from me without no decency
[01:37.76]But I’ve always known I was planted with somewhat different seed
[01:40.32]They can count me out but they can’t deny that I’m lit indeed
[01:43.33]Heard them say I’m temporary, you must be kidding me
[01:45.79]SPYLENT, the name in history
[01:51.38]Resentful I still remember how much you owe
[02:02.51]You know it means that you’re finally on your own
[02:08.84]Sometimes I don’t wanna talk to nobody
[02:11.97]I just need a moment to reflect, a moment to reset
[02:15.17]I put down a lot of offers, still not sure if that’s correct
[02:17.97]Everything just moves on, there is no time to regret
[02:20.60]Left my city, left my bros
[02:22.92]I got zero or too many home
[02:25.89]Art requires the vulnerable
[02:28.57]But my lifestyle is harming the soul
[02:31.46]Twenty two, young man what you wanna do
[02:34.49]You can tear that shit down, paint the town blue
[02:37.20]Who you gonna listen to, me or you, huh, say it
[02:40.29]Who you gonna pick a bone with, me or you, say it
[02:43.16]Mind your own business, it’s really all about bread
[02:45.72]It’s all the mental shit, mentally, boy, you insane
[02:48.46]Practice makes it perfect, perfect, perfect, perfect, per- per- per- per-
[02:53.21]Uh
[02:55.43]Uh
[02:59.19](Are you gonna break this chain)
[03:01.40](Are they gonna say your name)
[03:13.91]Put yourself in my position, how is that even possible
[03:17.45]Art is futile, it’s a joke, play this part at my funeral
[03:20.10]Everybody lies, I lie the most furiously
[03:22.54]I’m urinating on this beat, I wanna prove that I’m free
[03:25.34]Ah, I guess it’s time to say goodbye
[03:27.84]Memorize these lines in case you never find peace inside
[03:30.49]You’d be burned with these pages, flame dictated by the crowd
[03:33.60]Maybe that day you will know the feeling of
[03:39.34]Resentful I still remember how much you owe
[03:49.75]You know it means that you’re finally on your own