[00:00.000] 作曲 : Simbiatu Ajikawo/Miles Clinton James [00:04.803][Verse 1] [00:20.372]I was lonely making an album, attempted it four times [00:23.174]Lost my confidence and you wouldn't believe why [00:25.657]Sitting in the studio with my head in my hands [00:28.169]Thinking what am I to do with this music I can't write? [00:31.000]Team falling apart and I'm caught in the crossfire [00:33.421]You selling me lies and saying I must buy [00:35.957]Messing with my mental that I've worked hard to protect [00:38.458]It's causing pains in my chest, so it's best that I cut ties [00:41.295]Tryna make an album means baring my whole truth [00:43.754]Unpacking the ****ery I'm trying to heal through [00:46.314]Imagine telling it all to somebody you trust [00:48.872]Then that same somebody then holds it against you [00:52.660]Mm [00:54.326]It's almost like that somebody's trying to end you [00:57.913]I was lonely making an album till I released I'm all I needed to get through [00:58.714] [00:59.578][Chorus] [01:06.772]So lonely [01:11.976]A race against time [01:16.916]But take it slowly [01:23.765]Playing on my weakness [01:26.991]And that's unholy [01:32.347]I'll pray for you [01:36.726]God is who we both need [01:37.645] [01:38.479][Verse 2] [01:42.886]I was lonely making an album, I ran into mad blocks [01:45.801]Tryna find that girl everybody's a fan of [01:48.293]Couldn't even say what I thought was good anymore [01:51.208]Whether I'm hands on or hands off [01:53.597]Maybe music just isn't meant for me anymore [01:56.056]Maybe I'll erase all these memories from my core [01:58.996]Maybe I'll do more acting and less rapping [02:01.385]'Cos I don't even know who I'm meant to be anymore [02:03.844]Lonely making an album is tackling all doubt [02:06.253]I'm used to making it with—, can I do it without? [02:09.162]No figure of speech, I get it by any means [02:11.596]No sucker is in my genes, yet still having more doubts [02:14.800]On top of that, I'm dealing with somebody who's obsessed with more clout [02:20.438]I was lonely making an album till I realised my story's all I can pour out [02:21.263] [02:22.614][Chorus] [02:29.485]So lonely [02:34.715]A race against time [02:39.652]But take it slowly [02:46.448]Playing on my weakness [02:49.671]And that's unholy [02:54.936]I'll pray for you [02:59.059]God is who we both need [03:00.064] [03:01.004][Outro] [03:37.753]I'm spinning, up away [03:39.766]I'm spinning, up away [03:42.323]I'm spinning, up away [03:45.507]Up away, up away [03:47.531]I'm spinning, up away [03:50.480]I'm spinning, up away [03:52.890]I'm spinning, up away [03:55.709]Up away, up away [03:56.603] [04:00.435]I'm spinning, up away [04:02.968]I'm spinning, up away [04:05.921]I'm spinning, up away [04:08.477]Up away, up away [04:10.608]I'm spinning, up away [04:13.116]I'm spinning, up away [04:15.930]I'm spinning, up away [04:18.720]Up away, up away [04:20.737]I'm spinning, up away [04:22.027]I'm spinning, up away