[00:00.000] 作词 : Cynthia Erivo/Will Wells/Justin Tranter [00:01.000] 作曲 : Cynthia Erivo/Will Wells/Justin Tranter [00:04.635]I could never have imagined you would fall in love with me [00:10.042]And I can't convince myself that you would never want to leave [00:15.464]Daddy trauma has emasculated all my common sense [00:20.899]So I'm looking through the lens of an impending abandonment [00:26.335]All the voices in my head say, "I'm not worth the time you spent" [00:31.782]So I search for an escape before you notice your mistake [00:37.184]I wish that I could say all this mess might go away [00:48.013]I'm a constant work in progress and I can't keep fears at bay [00:53.400]And my mind is like a record set up on auto-replay [00:59.115]Replay, replay, replay, replay [01:04.258]And my mind is like a record set up on auto-replay [01:09.528]I've been guilty of the hero complex, lend a helping hand [01:14.963]But I'm realizing now that I've made my own quicksand [01:20.291]And my therapist has told me I'm not any good with help [01:25.657]I'm in lust with independence, I can only blame myself [01:31.015]There's a fear that if my cape is taken, what use am I then? [01:36.302]I'm afraid of being lonely, I can hardly comprehend [01:41.667]I wish that I could say all this mess might go away [01:52.353]I'm a constant work in progress and I can't keep fears at bay [01:57.670]And my mind is like a record set up on auto-replay [02:03.341]Replay, replay, replay, replay [02:08.302]And my mind is like a record set up on auto-replay [02:13.705]I'm the best overachiever, there's not anyone like me [02:18.947]And you'd think that was a good thing till you're told that's not healthy [02:24.206]You spend every waking hour working hard to write your will [02:29.459]Patiently waiting for validation till you're empty and unfulfilled [02:34.777]I wish that I could say all these feelings go away [02:45.307]I'm a constant work in progress and I can't keep fears at bay [02:50.593]And my mind is like a record set up on auto-replay [02:56.227]Replay, replay, replay, replay, [03:01.163]And my mind is like a record set up on auto-replay [03:06.681]Replay, replay, replay, replay [03:11.633]And my mind is like a record set up on auto-replay [03:17.185]Replay, replay, replay, replay [03:22.118]And my mind is like a record set up on auto-replay [03:27.606]Replay, replay, replay, replay [03:32.582]And my mind is like a record set up on auto-replay