the one you want is someone i can't be 作词 : Michelangelo Apanay 作曲 : Michelangelo Apanay Is it my fault I'm not adding up to the person you thought I could be? Is it my fault That I can't keep up with all the things that you wanted fro me?   Baby, I'm killing myself, in the hopes that it's open to give you the good that you need But that's just not me That's just not me   It's someone that I'll never be Someone much stronger than me Someone is able to put off his feelings, to take care of yours To fight through the bleeding, so he can keep giving you more   The things you've been begging me for All of the things that you want, you might find them in somebody else But putting your needs so far above myself Is impossible for me, and the one you want is someone I can't be   Or am I just blind, am I overthinking and self-sabotaging? Everything is probably fine Should I just believe this, it's just how things go? When deep down all I know That I'm killing myself just to turn into someone I'll never be happy to be Cause that's just not me~ No, that's just not me   It's someone that I'll never be Someone much stronger than me Someone is able to put off his feelings, to take care of yours To fight through the bleeding, so he can keep giving you more   The things you've been begging me for All of the things that you want, you might find them in somebody else But putting your needs so far above myself Is impossible for me, and the one you want is someone I can't be   I know I promised, to give you my all But baby, I heard it, can't keep holding on to So a future where you could be happy, but do you know who I am? A future where you don't understand that I'll let your wants And all those things that you tell me to be Just as I'am leaving   I'm just not able to put up my feelings, to make you feel better Cause I'm still here bleeding, and I just can't give anymore The things you've been begging me for All of the things that you want, you might find them in somebody else But putting your needs so far above myself Is impossible for me, and I wish that you can see That the one you want is someone I can't be