[00:00.000] 作词 : Michelangelo Apanay
[00:00.188] 作曲 : Michelangelo Apanay
[00:00.377]Is it my fault
[00:04.193]I'm not adding up to the person you thought I could be?
[00:10.389]Is it my fault
[00:13.607]That I can't keep up with all the things that you wanted fro me?
[00:19.850] 
[00:20.055]Baby, I'm killing myself, in the hopes that it's open to give you the good that you need
[00:29.542]But that's just not me
[00:34.333]That's just not me
[00:37.478] 
[00:37.862]It's someone that I'll never be
[00:42.743]Someone much stronger than me
[00:47.402]Someone is able to put off his feelings, to take care of yours
[00:54.572]To fight through the bleeding, so he can keep giving you more
[01:01.790] 
[01:02.273]The things you've been begging me for
[01:07.276]All of the things that you want, you might find them in somebody else
[01:14.448]But putting your needs so far above myself
[01:18.882]Is impossible for me, and the one you want is someone I can't be
[01:30.719] 
[01:37.734]Or am I just blind, am I overthinking and self-sabotaging?
[01:46.275]Everything is probably fine
[01:50.900]Should I just believe this, it's just how things go?
[01:55.326]When deep down all I know
[01:57.966]That I'm killing myself just to turn into someone I'll never be happy to be
[02:06.570]Cause that's just not me~
[02:11.710]No, that's just not me
[02:15.092] 
[02:15.236]It's someone that I'll never be
[02:20.462]Someone much stronger than me
[02:24.925]Someone is able to put off his feelings, to take care of yours
[02:31.916]To fight through the bleeding, so he can keep giving you more
[02:39.357] 
[02:39.703]The things you've been begging me for
[02:44.697]All of the things that you want, you might find them in somebody else
[02:51.930]But putting your needs so far above myself
[02:56.211]Is impossible for me, and the one you want is someone I can't be
[03:09.158] 
[03:10.041]I know I promised, to give you my all
[03:19.773]But baby, I heard it, can't keep holding on to
[03:27.939]So a future where you could be happy, but do you know who I am?
[03:35.343]A future where you don't understand that I'll let your wants
[03:41.687]And all those things that you tell me to be
[03:48.688]Just as I'am leaving
[03:53.394] 
[03:57.632]I'm just not able to put up my feelings, to make you feel better
[04:04.781]Cause I'm still here bleeding, and I just can't give anymore
[04:12.025]The things you've been begging me for
[04:17.307]All of the things that you want, you might find them in somebody else
[04:24.331]But putting your needs so far above myself
[04:28.832]Is impossible for me, and I wish that you can see
[04:38.002]That the one you want is someone I can't be
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