[00:00.000] 作词 : Noah Kahan
[00:00.035] 作曲 : Noah Kahan
[00:00.070]So I took my medication and I poured my trauma out
[00:05.550]On some sad-eyed middle-aged man's overpriced new leather couch
[00:10.970]And we argued about Jesus finally found some middle ground
[00:16.260]I said I'm cured
[00:21.780]And I divvied up my anger into thirty separate parts
[00:27.050]Keep the bad **** in my liver and the rest around my heart
[00:32.550]I'm still angry at my parents for what their parents did to them
[00:37.840]But it's a start
[00:42.600]But I ignore things and I move sideways
[00:47.970]'Til I forget what I felt in the first place
[00:53.240]At the end of the day I know there are worse ways to stay alive
[01:04.190]'Cause everyone's growing and everyone's healthy
[01:09.400]I'm terrified that I might never have met me
[01:14.760]Oh if my engine works perfect on empty
[01:20.240]I guess I'll drive
[01:22.230]
[01:25.860]I guess I'll drive
[01:27.610]
[01:31.740]So I forgot my medication fell into a manic high
[01:37.300]Spent my savings at a Lulu now I'm sufferin' in style
[01:42.500]Why is pain so damn impatient
[01:45.620]Ain't like it's got a place to be
[01:47.760]
[01:48.320]Keeps rushin' me
[01:49.600]
[01:52.810]But I ignore things and I move sideways
[01:58.220]'Til I forget what I felt in the first place
[02:03.290]At the end of the day I know there are worse ways to stay alive
[02:09.970]
[02:14.190]'Cause everyone's growing and everyone's healthy
[02:19.460]I'm terrified that I might never have met me
[02:24.170]
[02:24.870]Oh if my engine works perfect on empty
[02:29.770]
[02:30.490]I guess I'll drive
[02:32.330]
[02:36.350]And if all my life was wasted
[02:40.890]
[02:41.660]I don't mind I'll watch it go
[02:45.720]
[02:47.210]Yeah it's better to die numb than feel it all
[02:53.350]
[02:57.500]Oh if all my time was wasted
[03:02.340]
[03:03.220]I don't mind I'll watch it go
[03:07.630]
[03:08.700]Yeah it's better to die numb than feel it all
[03:15.120]
[03:19.170]But I ignore things and I move sideways
[03:24.450]Until I forget what I felt in the first place
[03:29.570]At the end of the day Lord knows there are worse ways to stay alive
[03:36.330]
[03:40.660]'Cause everyone's growing and everyone's healthy
[03:45.760]I'm terrified that I might never have met me
[03:50.600]
[03:51.170]Oh if my engine works perfect on empty
[03:56.040]
[03:56.770]I guess I'll drive
[03:58.670]
[04:02.090]I guess I'll drive