[00:00.00] 作曲 : Brian Imanuel
[00:05.40]Memories of the kitchen in the back of mama’s cafe
[00:07.50]Sweaty fingers long hair I’m droppin’ off the entree
[00:10.03]Fifteen
[00:10.54]All my friends abroad are prolly sleeping
[00:12.46]Cannot wait to clock out
[00:13.62]And log into my Skype now
[00:15.66]It’s 10 PM in Indo
[00:16.85]‘Boutta talk to homies and I met ‘em through the signals
[00:19.35]I been on the internet since ten
[00:21.16]I don’t mean the time I mean my age and that is how my little friendships would begin
[00:25.36]Met one at twelve and his name was Pete
[00:27.26]When my English was kinda off he’d make fun of me
[00:29.58]But then he’d teach me how to say it right after
[00:32.03]Day after day I start to mirror all his manners
[00:34.40]He was thirteen had a Call of Duty channel
[00:36.78]Liked to smoke ***** and would talk about his favorite rappers
[00:39.97]Asked me who was mine and at the time man I ain’t had one yet
[00:42.24]He said listen to Childish Gambino he dropped a project
[00:44.75]And so I did
[00:45.78]Sat there as the 808s hit me
[00:47.45]Never loved music but this one just really fit me
[00:49.95]Then I met a girl that go by the name of Whitney
[00:52.42]Yeah we met on Vine I was fifteen at the time
[00:54.83]She was seventeen and boy it was hard not to cross the line
[00:57.21]Homeschooled kid nothin’ but ******* on his mind,
[01:00.00]She was cool though turns out she was into me too so
[01:02.45]We start to date
[01:03.69]I cannot wait to meet you
[01:04.91]The first person I could say I love you to then said it back
[01:07.44]The opposite of my internet speed we movin’ fast
[01:10.00]Skype every single day
[01:11.20]My brother in the room sick of hearin’ two children call each other lover names
[01:15.14]My brother
[01:16.56]Five years older
[01:17.67]Rebellious cat yeah he’s a cigarette smoker
[01:20.09]Little brother Brian would complain about the odor
[01:22.49]In reality I didn’t wanna see him smoking
[01:24.99]He’s always the first one in my family to try things
[01:27.48]He got tattoos, smokin’
[01:28.74]Now he’s going clubbin’
[01:30.05]Daddy was upset
[01:31.17]And my mama’s unimpressed
[01:32.47]Fights in the family would break and I was stressed
[01:35.01]I was always honest with him
[01:36.74]A.K.A. gave him ****
[01:37.73]Mama’s heart is lookin’ fragile
[01:38.99]So why you breakin’ it
[01:40.33]Man you trippin’
[01:41.51]Man I’m just livin’
[01:42.58]Parents had a higher standard ‘cause they was religious
[01:45.30]He’s getting tired of the lectures I was giving
[01:47.76]One Friday night he told me I should come with him (just come to the club *****)
[01:50.92]No thanks
[01:51.61]I don’t wanna drink or smoke a cig or do no ******* or whatever y’all do man
[01:55.84]Truthfully my heart was beating fast
[01:57.72]In my mind the club was scary and the **** are shakin’ ***
[02:00.55]But I was tempted
[02:01.57]My brother wanted me to go so he was not the only one that was rebelling
[02:05.27]Then he stopped trying and he skrt off with his friendses
[02:07.46]Then Whitney graduated then she got accepted
[02:10.32]Red cups red cups
[02:11.94]Kissin’ on the lens while she schedulin’ her classes
[02:14.40]We were just some kids man we didn’t have the answers
[02:16.93]Lovin’ in the summer but what are we doin’ after?
[02:19.39]After?
[02:20.68]Couple weeks out before the summer ends
[02:23.03]Then she go to her dorm and get to moving in
[02:25.34]Skip to the day that changed everything
[02:28.06]She texted me and said that she’s been cryin’
[02:30.10]And I asked her why but all I saw was Whitney’s still typing
[02:32.87]Long paragraph I read that **** in silence
[02:35.37]She broke it off broke it off
[02:37.25]Our anniversary erased it from the calendars
[02:39.74]Big deal
[02:40.66]I was feeling fine surprisingly
[02:42.26]I told her if you feel this way then it’s just meant to be
[02:45.31]Next day lookin’ through her Snapchat
[02:47.08]Nothin’ weird about it just checkin’ where my ex at
[02:49.44]All I saw was
[02:50.46]Red cups, red cups
[02:52.00]How she go and party just a day after the break up
[02:54.39]Start to feel the water slowly falling out my tear ducts
[02:56.93]Zoomed in every single ****** face up in the pixels
[02:59.39]I’m good
[03:01.04]I’m at the cafe we just closed down
[03:02.78]Lights off
[03:03.26]Tables flipped
[03:04.06]Then I heard my phone sound
[03:05.74]It’s Whitney
[03:06.91]She texted man I wonder if she’ll try to patch **** up or say she miss me
[03:10.68]Hey Brian, how you doin?
[03:11.99]I just wanna talk about something that’s kinda stupid
[03:14.44]I know that we broke up but you’re still my best friend
[03:17.09]I just wanna tell you something that is why I’m texting so
[03:19.72]She don’t even know where to start
[03:21.48]I’m just texting back dry it’s feeling awkward as ****
[03:24.30]Then she told me
[03:25.87]I was with my friends and we were drunk so um
[03:27.76]Last night I went to a party and ****** someone
[03:30.46]Stop stop stop stop please my stomach dropping fifty feet I feel like vomiting
[03:34.39]Just a week ago you was my baby didn’t you call me that
[03:36.86]‘Boutta fly to Maryland and beat his *** and don’t hold me back
[03:39.49]I didn’t say that
[03:40.68]I tried my hardest not to give this ***** a text back
[03:42.91]I text my brother told him need to call me ASAP
[03:45.47]I can’t believe this ********
[03:46.79]She caught a body first week of college and I haven’t even tasted no lips
[03:50.49]I was fifteen
[03:51.44]Always livin’ life behind a screen but I got big dreams
[03:53.84]Now I’m on a mission
[03:55.87]My brother finally called me back like what is up?
[03:57.83]I told him ***** I wanna go and hit the club
[04:00.50]He said cool get ready Imma pick you up
[04:02.91]We in Jakarta give no ***** if I’m not old enough
[04:05.37]Skrt skrt pulled up to the club
[04:06.81]My brother lighting up a cig first
[04:08.35]Went up to the bouncer slid a hunnid thou’ to enter
[04:10.60]Walkin’ in I feel the music thumpin’ see these ******* dry humpin’ now I’m feeling like a sinner
[04:15.63]I’m takin shots after shots after shots even though there ain’t no red solo cups
[04:19.99]Uh lookin’ all around me hella girls it’s time to plot
[04:22.50]I just wanna kiss somebody I don’t wanna ****
[04:25.23]Finally met this girl named Melanie
[04:26.99]Pretty face and boy her chest is big she got Yosemites
[04:29.48]Lookin’ like the one that really could fulfill my fantasy
[04:32.45]She puffin’ on a stoge but I don’t mind I’m kinda into it
[04:35.59]Then she grab my hand and start walking to the bar
[04:37.88]I follow her we put our drinks down and start
[04:40.80]Kissing
[04:41.92]I didn’t see no fireworks but I saw everything that I’ve been missing
[04:45.47]Her lipstick was like strawberry and whiskey
[04:47.78]Belligerent but I remembered it so vivid
[04:50.60]My brother proud he saw me from a distance
[04:52.94]That night the stars aligned and all the crowd was cheering
[04:55.27]Don’t know what I woulda done if I stayed in the house
[04:57.59]Our noses touching while her tongue is in my mouth
[05:00.24]Now lookin’ back and I’m just sitting here and laughing
[05:02.55]Twenty-three feelin’ like I skipped a couple chapters
[05:05.03]Finally made it to the US and met my friends that I used to call when I was too scared to leave my nest
[05:10.02]Whitney
[05:11.20]To this day I don’t know why you texted me what you did
[05:13.49]If you listening I hope you know I’m not even pissed
[05:15.97]'Cause if you didn’t send that text I wouldn't've gone out the club and got my very first kiss
[05:19.93]So thank you
[05:20.64]You let me out my shell and I ain’t even met you
[05:23.10]I hope one day we cross our paths in our adventures
[05:25.63]And to my other friends up on the net
[05:28.01]We don’t talk as much but I’d be down to reconnect
[05:30.47]‘Cause when I was at home
[05:31.82]Hoppin’ on them Skype calls made me feel less alone
[05:34.39]2 AM Call of Duty
[05:35.63]Thoughts of Pete hittin’ *******
[05:36.58]As I’m on the stage now holding my microphone
[05:39.45]Y’all the reason I walked on that plane on my own
[05:41.87]‘Cause back then you helped a boy feel like he belonged
[05:44.36]And now his country loves it when singin’ these songs telling these stories
[05:47.58]Provin’ all of his opponents they wrong
[05:49.38]Man I been killin’ **** so far since I was sixteen
[05:51.87]And Imma just keep doin’ that extravagantly
[05:54.34]Chasing all my dreams on my iPhone
[05:56.94]Career is lookin’ longer than some pythons
[05:59.43]Now they waiting every time I fly home
[06:01.95]Thanks to all my friends in different timezones