Blank period01 (feat. 重音テト)
作词 : ヤマザキカズヤ
作曲 : ヤマザキカズヤ
No place I belong, it’s all a dead weight dragging
School’s a cage where I’m the echo no one hears
Eyes burn through my skin, the air’s too thick with silence
The faces fade like I don’t even matter
Just another shadow, nobody wants me here

Home’s the same but colder, walls whisper hate like they’re breathing
Father’s voice cutting deep, no love in the echoes, just noise
He says I ruin everything, but there’s nothing to destroy
I want to run, vanish into the night and be found by hands that hold me
But I’m broken, and who saves the shattered?
Who loves the pieces that can’t fit back together?

Hands hurt, arms burn, nerves shot from what I’ve done
Maybe it’ll stop if I leave it alone, but nothing ever leaves me alone
Insomnia eats the hours, voices crawl through my skull
They tell me things I’m afraid to hear, but still, I listen
Still, I keep breathing when all I want is to stop

My body’s a mess, can’t hold down food
Too much poison swallowed trying to forget
But I’m still heavy, still stuck here, like a weight in a world too light
Everything I touch crumbles, and I’m the ruin of it all

There’s no choice now, no door left to walk through
Death’s the only escape from this cold
The only place I can slip away without hurting
Because if My stay, I only hurt them
And I’ve hurt myself enough to know that’s all I’ll ever do