who f**king cares? 作词 : Lola Young 作曲 : Lola Young Nowadays, I don't really go outside I don't even like the way I look, let alone the way I feel behind And I should probably take my medication 'Cause it's been days, but I've been busy getting high And my doctor said, "You'll get sick again, you can't mix these meds with white lines" And am I happy? Truth is, I don't really know what that means anymore All I know is that I'd like to be, and someday I might get there In the meantime, I'll cry to Radiohead hoping my ex still cares, but That's unlikely, he's probably having great sex With that girl I knew was an idiot, the one with the bleached blonde hair And I don't know if I'll ever forgive myself if I go ruin everything That I'd like to be, and someday I might get there But in the meantime, who ****ing cares? Nowadays, it's hard to feel alive When the only way I want to live is to try and slowly die And I should probably find a new explanation 'Cause it's been days, and I'm running out of lies My heart, it aches, but as it starts to race, I can feel a taste of what it's like To be happy When truth is I don't really know what that means anymore But all I know is that I'd like to be, and someday I might get there But in the meantime, I'll cry to Radiohead hoping my ex still cares, but That's unlikely, he's definitely having great sex With that girl I knew was an idiot, the one with the bleached blonde hair And I don't know if I'll ever forgive myself if I go ruin everything That I'd like to be, and someday I might get there But in the meantime, who ****ing cares? Who ****ing cares? Who ****ing cares? Who ****ing cares? 'Cause it's definitely not me