[00:00.000] 作词 : Lola Young
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Lola Young
[00:06.398]Nowadays, I don't really go outside
[00:13.831]I don't even like the way I look, let alone the way I feel behind
[00:22.872]And I should probably take my medication
[00:26.891]'Cause it's been days, but I've been busy getting high
[00:34.512]And my doctor said, "You'll get sick again, you can't mix these meds with white lines"
[00:44.027]And am I happy?
[00:47.474]Truth is, I don't really know what that means anymore
[00:52.617]All I know is that I'd like to be, and someday I might get there
[00:59.883]In the meantime, I'll cry to Radiohead hoping my ex still cares, but
[01:04.528]That's unlikely, he's probably having great sex
[01:08.993]With that girl I knew was an idiot, the one with the bleached blonde hair
[01:12.603]And I don't know if I'll ever forgive myself if I go ruin everything
[01:21.309]That I'd like to be, and someday I might get there
[01:27.150]But in the meantime, who ****ing cares?
[01:41.161]Nowadays, it's hard to feel alive
[01:48.458]When the only way I want to live is to try and slowly die
[01:57.344]And I should probably find a new explanation
[02:01.032]'Cause it's been days, and I'm running out of lies
[02:08.503]My heart, it aches, but as it starts to race, I can feel a taste of what it's like
[02:17.039]To be happy
[02:20.223]When truth is I don't really know what that means anymore
[02:25.639]But all I know is that I'd like to be, and someday I might get there
[02:32.827]But in the meantime, I'll cry to Radiohead hoping my ex still cares, but
[02:37.510]That's unlikely, he's definitely having great sex
[02:42.113]With that girl I knew was an idiot, the one with the bleached blonde hair
[02:45.649]And I don't know if I'll ever forgive myself if I go ruin everything
[02:54.234]That I'd like to be, and someday I might get there
[03:00.187]But in the meantime, who ****ing cares?
[03:07.653]Who ****ing cares?
[03:12.319]Who ****ing cares?
[03:16.970]Who ****ing cares?
[03:19.968]'Cause it's definitely not me