Oceans & Engines
 作词 : Nicole Zefanya
 作曲 : Nicole Zefanya
Saturday sunset
We’re lying on my bed with five hours to go
Fingers entwined and so were our minds cryin, 'I don’t want you to go'
You wiped away tears but not fears under the still and clear indigo
You said, ‘Baby don’t cry, we’ll be fine, you’re the one thing I swear I can’t outgrow’

My mother said the younger me was a 'Pretending' prodigy
Well nothing, then, much has changed
Cause while you’re wolfing down liquor, my soul it gets sicker
But I’m stickin' to the screenplay, gotta say I’m okay
But answer this babe:
How is it now that somehow you’re a stranger?
You were mine just yesterday
I prayed the block in my airway dissipates and instead deters your airplane’s way

But heaven denied destiny decried
Something beautiful died too soon

But I’m letting go
I’m givin’ up the ghost
But don’t get me wrong
I’ll always love you, that’s why
I wrote you this very last song
I guess this is where we say goodbye
I know I’ll be alright
Someday I’ll be fine
But just not tonight

Plunging into all kinds of diversions like blush wine and sonorous soirées
But even with gin and surgin’ adrenaline
I see you’re all that can intoxicate
Oceans and engines, you’re skilled at infringin' on great love affairs
'Cause now my heart’s home
All I’ve known is long gone and 10 thousand miles away

And I’m not okay

But I’m letting go
I’m givin’ up the ghost
But don’t get me wrong
I’ll always love you and that’s why
I wrote you this very last song
I guess this is where we say goodbye I know I’ll be alright
But just not-

Tonight was the first time
I stared into seas of beguiling sepia two years ago
And the first time I learned real world superpowers
Lived in three words and could revitalize my fraying bones
What do you do when your pillar crumbled down
You’ve lost all solid ground
Both dreams and demons drowned
And this void’s all you’ve found and doubts light it aglow?
I have so many questions
But I’m pouring them into the ocean and I’m starting up my engine

And I’m letting go
I’m givin’ up your ghost
It’s come to a close
I marked the end with this last song I wrote

I’m letting go
This is the last falsetto
I’ll ever sing to you my great
Lost love