[00:33.02]I don't think that I can lie
[00:37.56]I think I'm running out of time
[00:41.75]I think that I'm finally losing my mind
[00:45.87]Cause I can't stop sitting here doing my lines
[00:50.23]My momma said 'boy, you must be out of your mind', yeah
[00:53.03]'I see you in here on your grind', but
[00:55.31]'You only get older in time to go backwards
[00:57.24]So it drops what you should go find', yeah
[00:59.42]'But mom, my anxiety is finally getting better'
[01:02.60]And she said that's fine, but
[01:04.01]'I can't have you here taking up space
[01:05.60]Like your dad did when you was 9', yeah
[01:08.20]'But mom please just give me some time', I
[01:10.36]Swear to God we gonna be fine, I
[01:12.62]Swear to God one day I'll buy you a car
[01:14.74]And myself, the best house I can find, I
[01:16.84]Swear to God I'll prove them wrong
[01:18.71]I know you believe in me, so I'll prove you right, just
[01:21.49]Don't ever forget that I'll never give up
[01:23.64]Even though this ain't what you like, yeah
[01:25.93]But there's nothing else for me out there
[01:27.95]I'll make it or I'm going down there
[01:30.21]The cloud that hung over my head
[01:31.71]It don't run out of rain and now it put around there
[01:34.39]I swear to God I can not stop and I'll never be finished
[01:37.32]Until this whole goddamn city diminished
[01:39.40]Until I stand up and say that I made it
[01:41.59]And tell my mom I have a reason for living
[01:43.69]Yeah, yeah, yeah
[01:48.24]Yeah, yeah, yeah
[01:51.40]And mom, see, I know there's tons on your mind, yeah
[02:02.87]You seem to forget about mine, yeah
[02:04.96]I'll admit, I don't want to talk about them
[02:07.05]I'd rather look at pictures of Violet
[02:09.26]But mom, I just need to confide, and
[02:11.08]Say what's up here on my mind, and
[02:13.64]Tell you about all the **** that's been going on
[02:16.02]Please can you just give me five, yeah
[02:17.96]Sorted out, now the girl I love is back here, yeah
[02:20.11]And I think she gonna stay in my life, yeah
[02:22.33]It's hard cause I love her so much
[02:24.01]But it's rough at the moment
[02:25.27]I can't her mine, yeah
[02:26.87]And plus, I'm in love with her mindset
[02:28.86]It's crazy cause she's doing so much better than me
[02:31.14]Like, 'how the hell did I find that?'
[02:33.26]Yeah
[02:35.45]And Johnny's been downing these bottles again
[02:37.62]And I don't think I can stop him again
[02:39.79]Cause every time he go out partying and saying he done
[02:42.65]He find beer, and then start up again
[02:44.18]And mom, now I feel like a loser
[02:45.83]This girl, I can not ever lose her
[02:48.00]And John find a bottle and he choose her
[02:50.56]I don't know just to do
[02:52.22]But there's nothing else for me out there
[02:55.11]I'll make it or I'm going down there
[02:57.26]The cloud that hung over my head
[02:59.00]It don't run out of rain and now it put around there
[03:01.65]I swear to God I can not stop and I'll never be finished
[03:04.49]Until this whole goddamn city diminished
[03:06.93]Until I stand up and say that I made it
[03:09.05]And tell my mom I have a reason for living
[03:11.01]But there's nothing else for me out there
[03:12.60]I'll make it or I'm going down there
[03:14.94]The cloud that hung over my head
[03:16.61]It don't run out of rain and now it put around there
[03:18.58]I swear to God I can not stop and I'll never be finished
[03:21.94]Until this whole goddamn city diminished
[03:24.13]Until I stand up and say that I made it
[03:26.34]And tell my mom I have a reason for living
[03:28.41]Yeah, yeah, yeah
[03:32.92]Yeah, yeah, yeah
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