[00:25.86]Uh,I'm just so far gone, october's own, Please leave me alone
[00:32.13]Drunk off champagne screamin' in the phone
[00:34.64]See my house is not a home, **** is goin' on
[00:37.57]Where did we go wrong, where do we belong
[00:40.54]Caught up in the game and it's one I can't postpone
[00:43.68]Meaning if it rains I'm the one it's raining on
[00:46.58]When my diamond chain is on still nothing set in stone
[00:49.81]Women borrow sweaters that I spray with my cologne
[00:52.66]And tell me don't forget 'em and I promise that I won't
[00:56.25]Feelin' so distant from everyone I've known
[00:58.30]To make everybody happy I think I would need a clone
[01:01.42]Places we get flown, parties that we've thrown
[01:04.30]I've done more for this city then these rappers that have blown
[01:07.67]It's only been 3 Years look at how I've grown
[01:10.47]I'm just in my zone, I call this **** the calm
[01:13.48]Yea, but I'm the furthest thing from calm
[01:16.94]Dedicated to my mom, and I swear my word is bond
[01:19.43]Everything will be ok and it won't even take that long
[01:22.38]You can see it in my face or even read it on my palm
[01:25.31]Leader of the new school it's proven and it's known
[01:28.30]I'm sittin' in a chair but in the future it's a throne
[01:31.32]I know you like to worry it'll be better if you don't cause...
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[01:36.77]You know, everything gone be alright, I promise.
[01:43.15]Apologize to you know, to put ya'll in this position and vent to ya'll but...
[01:48.54]40 mom always say, "Don't ask permisson, just ask forgiveness"
[01:53.19]You know, so... forgive me.
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[02:02.01]Uh, And life is so insane, look what I've became, tryna make a name
[02:07.88]All my first dates are interrupted by my fame
[02:11.24]Because every picture taken is a fan that you can gain
[02:14.22]They love it when you smile unaware that it's a strain
[02:16.99]It's a curse you gotta live with when you born to entertain
[02:20.00]Women need attention and fore women will complain
[02:23.05]Develop hatred for men and say that your the one to blame
[02:25.91]Tryna enjoy myself with Taz in miami at the game
[02:28.84]I just wish he knew how much it really weighed like dwayne
[02:31.91]It's a weight that's on my chest whoever spottin' me is playin'
[02:35.02]So I'm liftin' all alone try not to get a sprain
[02:37.86]Hopin' western union doing currency exchange
[02:40.83]Cause my dad called and got me feelin' guilty and ashamed
[02:43.98]Like, how I had a rose and I went and got a range
[02:46.83]And he payin' for his cigarettes with dollars and some change
[02:50.78]Damn, and I could only feel his pain
[02:52.95]Cause in memphis tennessee there's only so much to attain
[02:55.94]So I'm fillin' out the form at the counter once a-gain
[02:59.29]He say he love me I just hope he doesn't say that **** in vain
[03:03.16]Ohio girl heart is in a slang
[03:05.11]Call me heartbreak Drake I'm the hardest one to tame
[03:07.98]As a man I'm just honest as a artist I'm a king
[03:10.99]With my own set of problems that be sittin' on my brain
[03:14.85]Yea, And see this is the thang
[03:16.96]What they viewing as braggin' is the way that I maintain
[03:20.03]The **** I write while staring out the window of a plane
[03:22.96]Is the single handed reason I Remain...
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[03:26.35]Me, Yea... Uh, I said I call this **** the calm.
[03:42.50]But I'm the furthest thing from calm.
[03:45.77]I swear I'm puttin' on
[03:47.33]But they always wanna ask what type of act you puttin' on like...
[03:52.24]Man