[00:02.75]It all started with closed eyes
[00:04.42]And a feeling in my gut telling me
[00:06.64]I need to keep them shut the whole time.
[00:08.91]Because they opened even for a second and I saw your lips
[00:12.10]They'd suck me in like black holes when they bend light
[00:15.36]And it was then I realized you were not my world
[00:18.79]You were my universe.
[00:22.53]Sometimes when I look up I see stars
[00:24.50]That cut through the sky and fade quickly into nothingness
[00:27.39]And I pray that you aren't as fleeting
[00:29.30]Because when we're lying in roads I get the same feeling
[00:31.95]That gravity will just turn off and I'll fall endlessly
[00:34.83]Into something much larger than I am
[00:37.11]And I wonder if that's what it feels like to die and
[00:39.28]If I'll ever understand God in my lifespan
[00:43.36]Because I want to see God
[00:46.06]I want to know what God feels like
[00:53.93]But with the weight of the bible
[00:56.22]I will break Adams ribs
[00:58.18]And repeat, my dear Eve, you do not take after this
[01:02.54]You were not made in a mans image
[01:05.50]But if that's the case why do you feel so lost  In the empty space that His hand isnt
[01:12.03]Why do I wait wondering how long it'll take you to admit it
[01:16.34]I'd rather keep my mouth shut then start to say what I can't finish
[01:20.83]Baby i have limits
[01:26.95]I have limits
[01:30.88]So I'm singing 'la la la' in empty rooms that carry sounds like hollow caves,
[01:37.02]'La la la' just to prove you're not the only one that can occupy a borrowed space,
[01:43.78]'La la la' for every ship that was set to sail but got washed away,
[01:49.83]I'm singing 'la la la' in desperate hopes that when it bounces back I hear the octave change,
[01:52.23]So if we could just pretend that your voice exists inside this empty void within,
[02:01.07]Then holy ****, holy ****, holy **** if you spoke,
[02:04.20]Insomnia might loosen its wholesome grip on my throat
[02:07.33]And i can begin to forgive you for admitting the hoax
[02:10.34]Instead of learning to hate you for very minute you don't
[02:13.86]Because I sit here wondering if anything you said was true
[02:17.25]And who it was that taught you to speak bullets
[02:20.13]Without considering the exit wound
[02:22.30]Tell me who
[02:25.54]Because I still think back to the first time you called me with nothing to say
[02:29.60]That morning you were more than just my friend and we both noticed something had changed
[02:34.95]You drove to your parents house and we talked about everything
[02:39.14]We talked about how much it sucked, but no matter what, we had to remain
[02:44.36]Nothing.
[02:48.30]And in that deafening silence,
[02:51.55]I asked if I could still call you my snowflake
[02:56.11]And you said okay
[02:56.90]You said okay.
[02:57.64]You said okay.