[00:24.776]Uh [00:26.116]I'm just so far gone [00:28.197]October's own [00:29.706]Please leave me alone [00:31.188]Drunk off champagne [00:32.916]Screamin' in the phone [00:34.018]See my house is not a home [00:35.694]**** is going on? [00:37.271]Where did we go wrong? [00:38.780]Where do we belong? [00:40.211]Caught up in the game and it's one I can't postpone [00:43.301]Meanin' if it rains, I'm the one it's rainin' on [00:46.129]When my diamond chain is on, still nothin' set in stone [00:49.081]Women borrow sweaters that I spray with my cologne [00:52.041]And tell me don't forget 'em and I promise that I won't [00:55.063]Feelin' so distant from everyone I've known [00:57.919]To make everybody happy I think I would need a clone [01:01.081]Places we get flown, parties that we've thrown [01:04.174]I've done more for this city than these rappers that have blown [01:07.037]It's only been three years [01:08.958]Look at how I've grown [01:10.295]I'm just in my zone [01:11.604]I call this **** the calm [01:13.697]Yeah, but I'm the furthest thing from calm [01:16.100]Dedicated to my mom and I swear my word is bond [01:19.274]Everything will be okay and it won't even take that long [01:22.116]You can see it in my face or even read it on my palm [01:24.991]Leader of the new school, it's proven and it's known [01:28.148]I'm sittin' in a chair but in the future it's a throne [01:31.172]I know you like to worry, it'll be better if you don't 'cause [01:34.905] [01:35.399]You know everything gon' be all right, I promise [01:42.034]I apologize to you know, put y'all in this position, vent to y'all but [01:46.651]40 Mama always say don’t ask permission [01:50.730]Just ask forgiveness you know so uh, forgive me, yeah, yeah [01:59.549]Say [02:00.089] [02:00.689]Uh [02:02.749]And life is so insane [02:04.182]Look what I became trying to make a name [02:07.113]All my first dates are interrupted by my fame [02:09.986]Because every picture taken is a fan that you can gain [02:13.101]They love it when you smile, unaware that it's a strain [02:15.984]It's a curse you gotta live with when you born to entertain [02:19.103]Women need attention, therefore, women will complain [02:22.006]Develop hatred for men and say that you're the one to blame [02:25.001]Tryin' to enjoy myself with Tez in Miami at the game [02:27.883]I just wish he knew how much it really weighed like Dwayne [02:31.064]It's a weight that's on my chest whoever spotting me is playing [02:33.986]So I'm lifting all alone trying not to get a sprain [02:36.933]Hoping Western Union doing currency exchange [02:40.131]'Cause my dad called and got me feeling guilty and ashamed [02:42.997]Like, how I had a Rolls and I went and got a Range [02:46.059]And he paying for his cigarettes with dollars and some change [02:49.327]Damn, and I can only feel his pain [02:51.993]'Cause in Memphis, Tennessee there's only so much to attain [02:54.811]So I'm filling out the form at the counter once again [02:57.883]He say he love me, I just hope he doesn't say that **** in vain [03:01.733]I'm why your girl heart is in a sling [03:04.173]Call me "Heartbreak Drake", I'm the hardest one to tame [03:06.949]As a man, I'm just honest, as an artist I'm a king [03:10.072]With my own set of problems that be sitting on my brain [03:13.923]Yeah, and see, this is the thang [03:16.100]What they viewing as bragging is the way that I maintain [03:19.124]The **** I write while staring out the window of a plane [03:22.103]Is the single-handed reason I remain me, yeah [03:28.725] [03:36.931]Uh [03:38.250]I said I call this **** the calm [03:40.813]But I’m the furthest thing from calm [03:43.548]Swear I’m putting on [03:46.113]But they always wanna ask what type of act you putting on, like [03:51.227]Man