[00:09.678] Hol' up
[00:10.344] My dad built houses, my mom painted pictures
[00:12.815] They both gave it up once I came into the picture
[00:15.397] Me, I'm like them, just a fifty-fifty mixture
[00:17.864] My mom rode horses, she wish I had a sister
[00:20.512] I prefer the pen to a hammer or a brush
[00:23.097] But I build things up and my imagery is lush
[00:25.526] I used to play soccer but I never had to touch
[00:28.217] Basketball, too, but I ain't love it that much
[00:30.743] Much of my time's spent lookin' for a rush
[00:33.513] Tryna find something to afford me that feeling
[00:35.807] I fall in love with girls 'cause they physically appealing
[00:38.328] A couple weeks pass and the convos hit a ceiling
[00:41.069] I've smoked a fеw blunts, cookies, and runtz
[00:43.524] Gotten high enough to know it isn't what I want
[00:46.164] Mеt the celebrities, seen through the fronts
[00:48.866] Dated one girl and I've seen two at once
[00:51.877] I ain't upset to be inside for some months
[00:54.069] And get back in touch with the person that I was
[00:56.348] Know I've given too much of my time to the chase
[00:59.309] Tryna get in touch with a person that I lust
[01:01.757] So this the perfect time to hang it up
[01:04.259] Used to sleep until noon now at nine, I'm waking up
[01:06.679] More time that I'm inside then the less I want to talk
[01:09.336] I don't wanna FaceTime, I ain't tryna say, "What's up?"
[01:12.058] Careful with the ways that my time is taken up
[01:14.526] Bunch of geeks tryna take the shine away from us
[01:17.241] Reaching for critiques and they tryna say I suck
[01:19.765] Got me reminiscin' back to a time I gave a—
[01:23.453] But my skin's gotten thick since then
[01:25.695] And my high school crush has done the same thing
[01:28.134] So when this blows over and I'm back home
[01:30.803] I'ma tell her that I'm really done playin' games
[01:33.431] Seven figures in my bank statements
[01:35.450] Seven fellas that I'm that stayin' on the same page with
[01:38.443] We been shootin' for the stars and our aim's dangerous
[01:40.756] Hasn't been a single thing that the gang can't get
[01:43.969] My main thing shall remain nameless
[01:45.788] Know they ask about her often but I ain't sayin' shit
[01:48.456] There's a level of discretion that I'm maintaining
[01:51.645] She don't understand it but she ain't famous
[01:54.422] We gon' see who's still around once the game changes
[01:57.048] She's a business woman but I got her playing favorites
[01:59.647] You ain't rooting for me then I gotta make changes
[02:02.480] Ex girls watchin' with a lot of fake pages (A lot of fake pages)
[02:06.059] My OG showed me what a Plain Jane is
[02:08.672] And a bust down is, now I got a hankering to spend a few thousand
[02:12.466] KY used to take me up to Icebox when he'd get his jewelry cleaned
[02:16.729] They would ask if they could help me and I say "I'm just browsing"
[02:19.154] Woyne worked at Enterprise Rentals discounted
[02:21.551] Ville to the A and back, we was putting miles in
[02:25.462] Always wondered to myself if I could be a leader of a group of brown-skinned boys when I'm not brown-skinned
[02:31.226] Certain things they grew up on that they get but I don't get
[02:33.650] Differences in how we raised make me feel like I don't fit
[02:37.036] Not to mention the distance between our parents' houses
[02:39.859] Shared some money with 'em so they know I care about 'em
[02:42.301] I'm tryna do it right and figure what a fair amount is
[02:45.774] But I fantasize 'bout a day that we all swimming in it
[02:48.472] No contracts and we independent
[02:50.505] Stay close, never start a convo' with "It's been a minute"
[02:52.568] 'Cause it never will be end of sentence
[02:55.000] Nemo, that's my right hand, guides me through my indecisions
[02:57.761] Vodka in my left hand takes away my inhibitions
[03:00.613] Way too gone but I'm waking up in mint condition
[03:03.096] Ready for whatever, got the troops with me in position