[00:00.000] 作词 : Nicole Zefanya [00:00.130] 作曲 : Nicole Zefanya [00:00.261] You hid me in your dorm room [00:03.328] It was Halloweekend, I just flew [00:06.805] across the globe, 22 hours just to see you [00:13.124] Just to barely fit on your twin-sized bed [00:17.256] and talk about your cool new friend [00:20.628] who I never met [00:22.304] who you dated as soon as I left [00:26.292] [00:27.775] Appalachian autumn [00:30.602] It had been a year since I saw you, since we [00:34.713] Ended it, had a year to grow into the girl you always wanted [00:40.458] now we’re holding hands, as not quite friends, but not quite lovers, [00:46.401] but we’ll just pretend [00:47.796] You say “it’s complicated to make amends” [00:51.309] Well is that the way that we’re headed then? [00:55.318] [00:55.783] And you couldn’t answer me [00:58.016] Though you could pull me in while I brushed my teeth [01:01.862] and let your hands both freely speak like I wasn’t ever gonna leave [01:08.704] [01:12.229] You were all I’d ever known [01:17.798] And now I’m supposed to love you from a distance, like it’s nothing like its instant [01:25.609] and youuuu say “let’s just see where this goes” [01:31.515] And I don’t know how or why you seem just fine [01:35.615] coz I’m having to grasp that you’re somehow not mine anymore [01:41.263] It’s so cruel how things are only almost like they were before [01:46.853] [01:47.040] (ah ah ah) Like they were before [01:50.653] (ah ah ah) Like they were before [01:53.832] (ah ah ah) Like they were before [01:59.147] [02:00.269] We walk downtown and it’s charming [02:03.359] You’re alarmingly disarming [02:06.039] Yeah we’ve got 48 hours left [02:10.309] before I fly back to my death [02:13.578] while you stay just fine and feel alive [02:17.314] South of the Mason-Dixon line [02:20.662] where everyone closes shop at 9, [02:24.196] where you could somehow finally find [02:27.866] [02:28.090] what you were desperately looking for [02:30.929] Funny how you thought that was gonna be New York [02:33.898] with our chalkboard walls and slanted floors [02:37.769] Oh, we could’ve had that and so much more [02:40.950] [02:41.160] Ask your new lover what it’s like to be given [02:44.514] a real fighting chance before you bid her good riddance [02:47.562] Did anything ever really count [02:51.219] or was I just a two-year practice round [02:55.959] [02:56.980] Youuuu were all I’d ever known [03:02.245] And now I’m feeling stupid, you’re forbidden [03:06.688] They say yeah we were something, [03:08.624] too bad we were children [03:10.356] Ooooh I don’t know where to go [03:16.036] and I don’t know how or why you seem just fine [03:20.403] coz I’m looking at you & God knows you’re not mine anymore [03:25.881] It’s so cruel how things will never be the way they were before [03:32.701] [03:32.983] Like they were before [03:36.267] It’s almost just like how it was before [03:43.230] But it’s not anymore