[00:00.000] 作词 : gnash/Annika Bennett
[00:01.000] 作曲 : gnash/Annika Bennett
[00:08.738] My sister's doin' her best
[00:10.554] But every time her dad gets dressed
[00:12.137] Her mama goes to smoke a cigarette
[00:14.226] It's kinda hard to pretend
[00:16.406] It isn't valid 'cause what happens
[00:17.819] If he has a heart attack again
[00:19.841] While he's balancin' checks?
[00:21.958] To put some food up on the table
[00:23.392] Keep the family goin' stable
[00:24.833] And I'm takin' a breath
[00:27.630] Keepin' peace and watchin' cable
[00:29.120] Gonna get out when I'm able
[00:30.493]
[00:30.999] Oh, that was the show
[00:35.058] I didn't know
[00:37.628] That when you grow up in a home
[00:43.430] Where every door's closed
[00:46.424] You feel so alone
[00:47.956]
[00:52.070] I'm just doin' the best I can, mm
[00:58.420] They were doin' their best back then, mm
[01:03.887] And I know it's not okay
[01:06.674] But in a way, I understand
[01:09.585] 'Cause I'm doin' the best I can, mm
[01:15.451] Family, man
[01:16.830]
[01:18.857] I really don't remember much before the age of ten
[01:21.608] My dog Dodger and a Beatles poster over my bed
[01:24.222] If every day was Disney and I never found the Internet
[01:27.104] Then maybe I'd be doin' better up in my head
[01:29.947] Sortin' through these pictures and the facts from their opinions
[01:32.652] When it's time to take advice and when it's time to be dismissive
[01:35.789] My dad would blame his trauma when he asked to be forgiven
[01:38.254] When you're used to gettin' yelled at, it's hard to learn to listen
[01:40.824]
[01:41.429] Oh, that was the show
[01:45.264] The curtains have closed
[01:47.936] But I know I'm not alone
[01:49.349]
[01:51.120] I'm just doin' the best I can, mm
[01:57.479] They were doin' their best back then, mm
[02:03.193] And I know it's not okay
[02:06.052] But in a way, I understand
[02:08.831] 'Cause I'm doin' the best I can, mm
[02:14.389] Family, man
[02:15.534]
[02:20.075] Now they're movin' to Michigan, mm
[02:25.965] Gives me somethin' to miss again, mm
[02:31.453] And I can feel it in the rain
[02:34.365] While I'm flyin' to Japan
[02:37.008] And my sister's in LA
[02:39.820] Tryin' to figure out a plan
[02:43.111] We didn't cause the pain
[02:45.732] But the healing's in our hands
[02:48.422] And we're doin' the best we can, mm
[02:52.060]
[02:54.057] Yeah, we're doin' the best we can, mm
[02:59.584] Family, man
[03:02.360] Family, man